bff disturb my sleep. anybody know what will be tested for physics test? and guess what, i remember friday i ask sylvia they all " should i study for physic?" they said yes, but still i forgot to bring back my textbook. ==

praise today, high. refreshed. rejoice and be glad in it. yuqian last service with us, gave her a photo of me and huilin, then i wrote "dont miss us, eh i mean please miss us." haaa still remember she bully me, and i say nothing. yuqian, i'll miss your bullying, really. and remember the powerful english we have, or mayb i have. hahaha. :D miss you.

le meridien for lunch, baoer never change. she havent eat finish her food, she go buy yoghurt already, she asked hongjie to pay for it. == saw aaron.

bus to bugis, walked around. then mrt back to serangoon. they went jooseng sing. tired, went home.

forever i'll love you, forever i'll stand.

super ultra tired.

english test, yesterday that confirm is today, like so not fair. chem test, i wrote rubbish, i forgot to bring textbook home again, like everytime without fail.

PE, got PE "test". so was like asking tcher what to study for the test. and is like on the spot, tcher tell us got test, then he test us. but i got A for that, like hopefully. haha.

after school, funan it mall with zy, went there to like collect the dawn war? for joel. then went back school again ==. he's as retard as me.

bball, until 6 plus, then talked. talked and slacked with wenbin and jjay until 11pm. home sweet home, tired. only got one hour haha. i want audi, byebye.

fall in love?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANICIA!

chinese, mdm koh not here. slacked with huijuan, spammed ivan phone, he spammed back, my phone hanged, then i off it. thanks ah ivan. ==

tired day, slept at 2am. so during poa, i think i slept for 20 minutes. then i remember i dreaming already, dream of mr lam calling me, then i faster open my eye, actually is inreal life he call me.

art, sit there and draw, concentrate, time past fast.

ss ssp after that. keep walked past TGH class, di siao her.

after ssp, went out of school, saw rachel with the unmbrella, they say look like mother. then after that, saw vivian, weiqi and sarah at the void deck, taking papers written " shen ri kuai le huiling." sang birthday song for me. hahha. surprised thankyou! :) went cg, fun, weiqi laugh mouth open very big. share our phobia. my one super stupid, flying cockcroach one. rmb when small, brother and i saw a flying cockcroach, then we used the cushion to build like a wall, prevent it to touch us, but we that tiem stupid, no roof, cockcroach drop from top. lame die.

when end with prayer, then they took a cake, sing birthday song again. hahaha. thankyou! my first birthday with CG haha.

thanks for the affirmation, and thankyou shepherd for the sheep and the card :)

played volleyball and badminton after that, run around srg with ruijun, first time. ==

who compares to your beauty.

12.10am, cant sleep.

too many things bothering me already, BFF cool sia, before something could bother me, he already know, there will be thing. he can predict the future. haha. and now i'm sad, i think he's either talking on the phone or sleeping like a mantis. LEE!

nothing better. every guy is the same? except you right haa. haaa, get over it.

currently talking to sylvia on msn, really cant sleep sia, insomnia haa. that exceptional guy went to sleep already, or mayb pack bag, guai kia. thanks for everything anyway. :) disheartening. eh haha.

school, school, art, art, chinese, chinese, bang wall la!





if god is for us, who can be against us right? i'm okay.
god is there, i got nothing to lose. god give true love, not you.
huilin(-g) cheer up, dont tear, i'll be there, laughing as retardedly as you want me to. i'll try many ways to make you laugh, and turn in circles. no matter how many times you attitude me :x no offence, i will never leave you, stick to you huilin(-g)! remember what i tell you, it's a test from god, i will make it through with you :B dont be too touched when you see this, dont cry.

yours sincerely, Huilin(+g)

Huilin(-g) , GG la, what a nice pm you wrote for me. thanks la. zzz. we go create a fam ley. guazi for life lol!

i failed my maths test, sad. 9/20. arrrr~ sucky sia. probability failed me. because i didnt attend lesson that day, i went home halfway. all thanks to you. but i can always work harder. :)

emaths for 2 hours, almost died, matrices, now starting easy, but i dont think it will be easy.

went amk for lunch, saw huixuan there. walked around then went huilin(-g) house audi with her, do research on trains. stalker, she can see wan mario lexus just opposite her house, stalker!

he die also wont believe ==

ARRRR! there's like mosquito(s) under the comp table, i sit here less than one hour, got two bites already. itchy, itchy scratchy scratchy. lol!

and huilin, we're like machiam fighting on msn pm.

me: Huilin(+g) loves to laugh retardedly. :B (By yours sincerely, Huilin(-g). :B) Huilin(+g) says :" Huilin(-g) is retarded. ogay?"

she : Huilin(+g) is retarded to the very maximum. She loves laughing till she finally explodes. (To Huilin(+g): Not ogay!)

like WML. hahahahaha.

thankyou everybody for the birthday wish and all. really enjoyed this year birthday. i'm 16 years old like finally! thanks for birthday messages in the middle of the night, in the morning. and sylvia, she try to be smart, call me when i'm sleeping, the time show 00.08 if i'm not wrong, then i went "walao eh" at her. ahahha. and also thanks robert ah, thanks for contributing in smash the cake at my face! but i used my hand to cover! happy happy! thankyou everyone. like even those who hardly talk to me say happy birthday to me, doing wonder in my life :D

today woke up super early, 6.20am, vivien asked me to go shcool at 7am, she passed me the mystery present which she and her sister gave, that present cant be open, unless i'm at home. then when i came home, open it, i saw, doraemon. though remind me of something unhappy, but yea, thankyou vivien and gillian :)

recess, sang song for myself haha. then go around di siao ppl witht he cream, jjay tio abit, then robert face, hahahaha i put it on his eye, whitening cream :)

after school, ssp, physic make me damn pekchek sia, attitude for studying, alright, then your attitude for teaching ley, biased and lousy. art, kevin tree so cool, the leaves is super light green, like those cartoon type. KEVIN DONT DROP ART! haha, went off early, since tcher left early.

went sengkang swensen celebrated bday, this time I PAY! seldom okay. nevermind luh, since my mom this year so good, give me money go celebrate with friends. she wanted to buy thing for me, celebrate with me, but i say i want with friends. i'm so going to write touching letter for my mom later. 16 years of suffering, 16 years of nagging from her. hahhas. love you mom.

LOVE G

AM HAPPY CAN YOU SEE THAT, DONT BE JEALOUS! HAHAHAHAH.


tomorrow birthday! i want a frog for my birthday, huimin will know hahaha!

just came home, mom crazy these few days, i think she saw me cry yesterday, she sit beside me and say :" must guaiguai, exam coming already." then she off the light and went to sleep.
today, just came home. mom:" tomorrow eat pizzahut okay? you know how to call? KFC?" then i gave her the ._. face. thankyou. :)

got back history score, cool! i passed! 15/25. higher than ss by one mark. i first time passed my ss and history. lol. during history lesson slept, then went toilet. when i came back from toilet.
miss noraini:"tomorrow your birthday?"
me:(give question mark face) "no?"
miss noraini:" dont bluff me."
==

after school, lunch with bff, thiensean and sylvia. then sylvia went back school first, so we talked. and eat the sour sweet that will make your tongue bleed.

back to school, draw the art train gear thing. went home, bathed, went for G's meet.

came back srg, dinner with B and E, cup noodle, budget her. sat at my house downstair. talk. sent B go bus stop, then home.

God will always be my love.

thankyou sylvia.

smoky bin

sylvia hairblow.

fine day, it's not going to affect me? well, let go.

11am, met huimin at bus stop, for our so called date, thought only me and her going out, who knows, saw janicia and andy there. then when bus 105 came, huimin asked us to board the bus, dont know where she want bring us go.

alighted at moh's house. walked in chiltern park. smell something fishy. went to moh house. saw sylvia and wanjing there. then sit down look at them, question mark on the face. awhile later, they ask me eat rice. then mahjong. after that they pop out with two cake, for me and janicia. eh, well surprised! thankyou all for that :)

went chinatown with sylvia, took photos. then back to moh house. slacked awhile, walked home. talk quite alot with sylvia. heart to heart talk. haa.

maths test tomorrow, probability. never study. i guess i will need to stay back with miss tan everyday after school.

thanks lingyeow for the song, thankyou sylvia & bff zhongyin :)

supah tired now. eyes are closing.

morning, went art museum. i think the flour that girl thing very interesting. walked around, do abit of work, then sat down and slacked. 12pm on the dot, we zao already. walked to DG for lunch, kevin didnt join us for lunch, he went home. lunched at justacia.

after that rushed home, bathed, changed, took cab to cityhall to meet kaslina & co. at first thought they very fierce one, but after a long period of laughing and talking, they quite funny la. very naive ba, tell them what they also believe me hahaha. after that, my contagious laughter made them laugh. HAPPY! :D

He's real. i love him.

last post, 17 feb. cant blog cos mom took away the keybaord, then today bluff her say do art haa.

today, 20 feb, 4 more days. :D

i got nothing to say, but mayb i'm just so stupid, for so many years, now then i realised, i lost everything. and now, you're nothing to be. used to, but not anymore.

yesterday was late for school, actually not late one lor. when i walked to school already, 7.25am, meaning no matter how fast i walk, i will not be late, i will only need to run around the school. so i decided to sit outside school, wait for time to past. until 7.45am there go in. like since late le then late more lor, appeal la. hahaha.

then appeal for detention need form tcher sign, then after school only can find TGh.

she was like :" why must i sign for you, everytime i mark attendence you not there! everyday!"

me:"but i on the dot, never got detention what."

she:" i dont want to help you!"

me:" please please please, later i got thing on."

she:" you promise me tomorrow 7.15am reached school!"

me:" okay no problem!"

so she signed la, and today i reached school, 7.15am.

today, cool sia.

PE, played captains ball, like ya again! yesterday CG also play, but i enjoyed la hahaha. we keep win lor, not fun one hahahaha.

recess, that girl == depression face. cos i asked huilin to queue first, then i go put my shirt.

she:(tap my shoulder) you cut queue, go back." (show me her depression face.)

me:" i only stand here nia, got say buy ah?zzz." (turned back dont care her.)

she:" (SHOUTED) any counsellors, teachers or mr chong here? someone cut queue!"

me:" wth? zzz. " (dont care her)

she: (continues with her shouting)

me:" STFU LA!

she rolled her eye at me, wow!

anyway, she reported to mr chong, wow like i scare. i didnt even buy food, cut simi queue.

then after that, mr chong came class find me. talk talk talk. most funny part was she:"she scold me shut the F up. " and her eye went red, and i think she cried how pathetic. then my sis say when they walk past 3n1 afte rthat, that girl was crying, i think her depression super serious sia. EQ too much. anyway, it's thrilling~ lol.

after school, history test. during paper, people walked past, shout, me and sylvia jumped sia. went opposite ate lunch, went back school played bball with robert, wb, yuhui and clarinda. now leg got blister. haaas.

pm after that, you comforted me again. outreach. i want a unit size in zhss too!

back to serangoon, find sylvia &co. laughed like mad, and sylvia drop me phone. yesterday paly captains ball, was messaging then throw the ball, i threw my phone out as well lol! thena fter awhile, sylvia want go home pangsai! so went home.

i'm in fac hahahahah! cool sia.

i'm HAPPY!

still got to move on right. i laugh like mad today, can feel the ache at my jaw. hahaha.

played bball after maths ssp, didnt went art ssp, tcher also not there, go also waste my time. can draw at home too what.
at first kicked soccer with john & co. then bball with shaobin & co. ivan used my phone to prank call people, he called tiansheng and say "where you from! punggol ah?!" he call bff too, then he thought ivan is chenyee. played bball till 6 plus? then went ouside school, wait for huimin.
then i tell sylvia something today, she so sad.
me:" sylvia....actually....... got one thing.... i wanted to tell you very long ago....... actually......i ......love..........i love.....myself!"
she:" WALAO!" (and she kicked the bottle on the floor.)

okay, happy happy happy happy. i dont care already, anything wont affect me. :D

i LOVE G!

sad, lousy, what? why?

i'm feeling very lousy now, like its 1am now, i dont wish to do my art, i have not complete it yet. i had dont with the research though. nah, dont talk about art. it's crazy. now i understadn dnt's student feeling. they is cant sleep must chiong, me, use comp dont want sleep.

afternoon, rix house for meeting. then huimin house, then home-ed.

walked back home. cries?

use comp, cannot audi, why? cant even connect.

do class tee, not nice. but nice. haiya dont know la.

i know you will always be there.

wanted go huimin house swim, but didnt. went J8 to take pictures of the train, mrt instead. then went sakae sushi for lunch. ohhh, i surprised huimin again, i like to see people's surprised expression. i remember her saying she want the crystal jade cupcake, so when she went toilet, i went to buy it. then she come out i give her. hahahah

bought renise a helium barney balloon, she went " BARNEY!" haaa cute. watched movie, pink panther 2, very funny. saw clement at j8, when i "CLEMENT CHAN" him, he nearly choke on his bubble tea i think hahahaha.

went ECP with huimin's family, skate there. huimin got jelly legs, wobbling all the way man. then awhile she tired already. sit down and talked.

BWG

valentine's service, most happening place in town. hahaha. Fall was great, dance, beatboxing, deejay. dont need be so jealous that i have this kind of date luh, can join me every saturday. haaa. there's 6 person from zhonghua, including the graduate one. but anyway, it's growing.

saw ivan & co while walking to ps. went ps kfc find sylvia, huimin, andy and wanjing. then went justacia with rachel. then rachel keep joshua-ing ==. and that pink joshua gave her cookies, same pri school.

walked around ps, me and sylvia walked so fast, dont knwo why. then suddenly thought of huimin's elephant, so i went in more than words to get her that. then when she say want go home, i pass it to her. dont know whether she like or not also. nevermind, its valentine anyway.

left them at around 5 plus, went bugis passed him that note and bus home alone. sometimes i think i'm stupid, but you will never understand how i feel.

HEY WTH? it's jsut a gift from a friend right.

OH, joshua looks like you :)

happy valentine's day people!
i'm just so bored luh, cant sleep. :( bored bored bored.

i can see through your mind :D

school was cool, time passed very fast. sheila cheat my feeling, say want give me the flower never give ah~ john got i dont have, not fair :( sadded le la. english two periods did n level paper 2006, then chemistry two periods.

PE! cool, run around field for two rounds, then cos of kelly and shujuna pon PE, go dont know where, we need run two more rounds. after that played baseball, hit and run, wee~
then maths last two periods.

after school, EL ssp, completed the n level paper. then followed by physic, total waste of time man, huimin pon-ed la! never tell me sia, let me suffer in the class for one hour, listening to something that i wont understand. but talked to shaobin, didnt do work.

after physic ssp, went opposite school to find baoer. talked, then went back to school. packed bag, and home. (fill in the blank) . went for pm after that.

after pm went find baoer again. dinner, walk around amk, then home.

impressed by your drawing. :D

tomorrow valentine's day service! woohoo~ no visitor from me, quite sad though, but will work harder! tomorrow will be a great day. cause it's l-o-v-e, iloveyou day. :D


wait for you

after recess, bought the cracker. wanted to take back class eat, then was like playing with it, put in front of my shirt, then after that put behind. then that's whaen i saw mr chong! i put my hand behind to support the crazker, then think he saw, he waited in front for sylvia, janicia, shujuan and i toi walk towards him, then he asked:" did you all bring food back to class? do you all have any food with you all now?" then i was like:" ehhh, yes." then i took the cracker from my back, then i said:" neh." and i showed him the cracker. but in the end, he still let us go. with the cracker.

had SS test after school, thanks to bff, he gave me the notes for how to write the SBQ, SEQ, if not i think i anyhow write. haaa. then we started late, so we request for more time, then miss tan gh was like :" (giving a dumb face) okay lor, since you all never ask for more time before, i'll give you all more time, five more minutes." -.-

after SS test, went Cg at amk. mcg, G-R-E-A-T. see the visitors like play until so high. hope to see them on saturday. after Cg waited for huilin at amk hub.
went pepperlunch. then went mos burger to find jessica and natalie, completed my maths homework there. that shall be miss tan YL valentine's day present lol!

walked around with huilin after yuqian, heidi, natalie and jessica went home. then saw chenlaoshi! that purple tcher, that round round cute cute always kenna disiao one! that hai qun zhi ma! miss her man! i miss di siao-ing her! so i di siao-ed her just now. then we talked, and sat the same bus home, and she stay near me. haa. she's in christ church now, and still in one big pieces! cool. but she said, she today go play volleyball with students, then the ball hit her stomach, and that girl laugh like mad. LOL! if its me, i think i will hit more times. jkjk


time can't erase a feeling this strong

doraemon, by me and robert, you look at it, you will know who is that art student already.

heard from mr choo i failed my physics, cool man, means so far, i only passed my emaths.

tomorrow ss test, using sec three textbook, and know what, my sister didnt brought back that book. KO la.

school, moody, but i've got my cure, laughing.

failed chemistry test, 15/40. but i think i improve abit, last time take back test paper never see double digit. that zhongyin always say will fail, but in the end, still passed one, cant blame, he love contradicting.

after school, went ooposite ate lunch, then back to school.

back school, find robert, pei him go mac.

then $1.20(huilin)+ $0.10(robert) + $0.70 (me) = that cry baby mcflurry.

i'll never get it right, sorry.

weird feeling.. oooohh..

only went for two periods today, then went home, gastric pain :D hehe.

chinese was crap, talk and talk to huijuan. assembly more crap la,

english, vocabulary learning. mr lim teach us then meaning to Fuck. Fornication Under the Concern of the King. alright at least i learnt something from school today.

yup, then went home.

went bishan, with huimin. then back to school.

sent a super contradicting person home. he loves to contradict. even if the situation not that jialat, he say until like, wa! die. lol. my gf ley, good friend haaas! and he actually passed his physic, at first like so sad, then suddenly " i pass my physic!" lol.

train back to school, met huilin, went interchange. saw thien sean there, wow! he smiled eh, then i laugh like mad. lol!

macdonald with huilin, home.

quiet my soul.

i did this out of boredom. :D i knom i am (insert word).

got back two tests paper, oh god, i failed both. chinese, 18.5/40, i won huilin by 0.5 marks? then poa, i think i damn stupid sia, i got 10.5/25.

during maths, miss tan showed us a probability video ==, laugh until, buay tahan la.

physic test today, not mr choo. so that tcher, who is new? then 3n1 made noise, we were like :" walao tcher go see la, ask them quiet." so tcher walked out, then i faster turned and ask for anwser. lol. that part really funny, like the moment she walked out, everybody turn and talk. hahaha. cheat sia.

left school, went home, find for my ic but failed. in the end, trip to bank with huimin still failed. huimin went ntuc for shopping ==, she said she enjoyed that. she went there to buy lots of milk can, 100 ml, 1 litres. 6 of 100ml, 2 to 1litres, then i was like :" you think you can carry home la?" she:" can!" then the aunty beside her smiled at her. lol.

tomorrow start to fast. i want harvest in your kingdom.

just woke up not long ago. bored.

going to amk hub later, mayb meeting lingyeow to get the hotshot disc, but he havent reply me, guess he still sleeping.

zy sister name is xiao yin if i never remember wrongly, then we laughed la, asking why no dayin, then suddenly linked to hotshot.
and he claims that my name is funny, when he see konghuiling, he laugh ==. and he went " ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahha" lol! retard.

there's some facebook pet soceity madness going on in my family, all my cousins playing, even a 6 years old cousin. lol, i went to play, lol fun la. hahahahaha.

arrr~ homeworkhomeworkhomeworkhomework!

yeah, i'm back to the comp. hopefully after this, wont have any quarrel. i four days never use house comp already ley, how great, i can resist the temptation. and four days never audi already hahahahaha.

wednesday, 4 february, quarrelled with sister, so went huimin house. but now everything is over, sister still want go movie with me ONLY on monday, hees.

thurday, went huimin house again. left only at 9 plus pm. secretly mahjong in her room.

her bro, above, won the best brother award, he treat huimin damn good can, unlike my brother! arrr.

friday, slacked in class, talked to zhongyin, talked crap. then our messaged hit 154 in two days lol, this shows that how many lame things we can talk about. bff ah zhongyin hahahahahaha. and he told me lots of secret too :x oh on friday, i cooked sylvia cream of mushroom, not can type one ley, is use flour all those do, she dont believe. :( even huimin said its nice, but after huimin drink, she headache la. LOL

saturday! today, went svc in the noon, great! am really happy la. then after svc, le meridien, ran around with huixuan. hahahaah. then went ps, met jeslin, and xiang's sister, totally same sia. went home 5.30pm, went grandaunty house, buffet, bainian. my grandaunty lives in the same condo as kenneth tan 3n1 , how awesome can that be? and i think kenneth was shocked to see me there la. lol! then played with cousins, talked, laugh. that cousin kenna box damn funny, he like be scapegoat type then kenna box la, how innocent, only pri one okay! cute la. haaaa

my cupover flows.

normal day, just abit moody in the morning, or rather moodless.

got back maths common test 2 paper, did badly, but i passed. 12/20. must jiayou for the next paper. oh someone please help me with the possibility topic. 

poa test after school, eh i dont know easy or difficult la, just do. then wen i finish the paper, still got like half hour for me to rest, meaning i only take 15 minutes to do the two question. in air con room, so must take advantage abit, i slept, until the stage like will sleep talk kind, haha. hope i passed.

cg at mac, then went zhonghua outside to outreach,three contacts. happy la, all replied me when i message them. great start, jiayou zhonghua :D

tomorrow chem test, i think i will fail, like for sure. i didnt even bring back my chem book for revision. lol.

love your enemies

nowadays, day at home is really getting shitty. yesterday kenna hit by mom, scolded for using comp. that fcuking father, hey like he got no right to scold me, he never even talk to me or anything, once he said something it's unpleasant. suck. shouldn't parent be supportive? care? and love their kids? why is mine like this? even if that is really a test from god, i take it, but i failed. cried silently in the room, called sylvia, talked to her, she cheered me up. thankyou.

today, detention, went home. felt alil hot, wanted to on the fan, then the comp and the fan were like connected in the multi plug, my fcuking sister, she fcuking thought i wanted to on the fa, so she shouted at me, then fine. i went into the room, wanted to cry, but can't. is that another test from god?

so i bathed and went out of the house. currently at huimin's house happy, but not happy. i really dont know.

i dont wish to care about a single thing at home anymore. that home is just a place, where i get care from my grandma, sleep, eat and shit. there's no love, no care there. even when i play comp, my brother and sister kp me. if it's huimin's bro, he definitely wont do that. just now i asked huimin's bro something "why you treat your sis so good?" he answered " which brother on earth treat his sister bad one." MINE! oh god, please save me.

i know this post might sound emo to you guys, but really bwg already.

lifting my burden's to you.

weeee~! back. quite early.

walked to school, see people running towards school gate, but dont give a damn, slowly walk. almost late, but am not.

assembly was shit, go here go there go everywhere. wasted my money buying a thermometer, shit it, 5 bucks, allowance all gone, recess still need use my owe money eat. and mom tell me, she dont give a damn! meaning she not returning me the 5 bucks, eh damn her la.

lesson, bored, sleepy. noraini today crazy sia, keep shouting and shouting. but everytime after she shout, she will somehow smile, siao.

during physic, was like discussing the buffet sushi thing, but not confirm, more expensive, cos its halal, meaning less people will go. then wayne said :" if the malay people say it's expensive, then we go eat pork la." ==

after school, went mac, find sarah, talked. back to school here find huimin, off to the bank, mission failed.

so took bus-ed to tpy, went hub. then swensen's ice cream for lunch. so i'm having a stomachache now, thanks to who? lol.


so you probably always have a spell on me.

i told mom i on the comp for art research, but i havent started doing it. had been audi-ing for the past 1 hour, i thought i promised myself only five games? lol! forget it, its made to be emptied anyway.

maths Common test, probability gone. i'm only left witht he standard deviation to score. killed cells. after school chinese common test, cool, i completed the first section without any obstacles. and the words very hard to see, see until headache.

went botak jones with huimin at tpy, then back to srg. met sherman, sylvia & co for cards, then MAHJONG! yes clement we mahjong-ed today. then mom called me and @#%@#@#. nah, long story. just sat there and let her nag.

tomorrow detention.


she's drowning inside.

tomorrow, 2 commom test. forgot which already, but i remember there's chinese.

very bored. i want mahjong. i want get out of the house.

mom yesterday said she got 4 days off. then i went, arrrrr~ sian.

nahhh, sibei sian now. mom say go sentosa see flower == i want mahjong flower. lol.

being lame. bye

ytd pic.