don't be afraid, just believe.

second day of school, tried to concentrate already, but very tired.

art, we are very close to the ending already, deadline 30 july. i think we can make it la. but still got lots of work to do.

after school, outside school outreached. was late for ssp, but thankgod, mr ng went for meeting, no teachers in class. use facebook on macbook. everyone was playing not only me.


Where do you go when you listen to nobody else but yourself, where do you go?
when getting in where your feet end doesn't get you one single thing, where will you go?
so where do you when forgetting what you had in store for yourself, drags me along because you keep running in circles. you're blinded by everything, just ask me if i know where to go.
where to go


forget it la.

First day of school.

thankyou clement, and sherman(mama). :)
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alright, first day of school, very motivated to wake up earlier, because i dont know why, i just cant wait to get to school? but i slowly prepare, end up 7.20am like that then reached school.
when i'm outside the school gate, "wakao need like that ma." every staff wearing mask.

i thought first day of school will be great, but... siannn, i fell asleep. lol. because i slept at 1am. i cant sleep.

after school, waited for sylvia to finish her homework, then went sakae @ J8 for lunch, huimin went too. sylvia, i treated you already ah! hahahaha. after that, super f-u-l-l. walked arnd J8 with sylvia, huimin left first. we walked until very tired, then decided to trained back go home sleep. saw chenyee and alfie, they going i-kay-ear(ikea) haahaa.

it will be over soon.

friend i miss you.

*p.s: look at shaobin's plate, so many hotdogsss. lol!

alright, didnt blog yesterday, because didnt go home. stay over at moh's house.

bbq was okay. I LOVE DRINK/SMOKE/FRIENDS! alright, i love everything except smoking, someone will kill me. :) good girl okay. after bbq ended, everyone left. shujuan, sylvia, sherman, wanjing and i went up to moh's house, then we played games, LOL bang bang game? then murder, and concentration game. sylvia cant bang people one. keep on forfeit.

stay over at moh house, 1++am, we walked to srg mac, bought macflurry. sherman said it's indian climbing mountain. ==. after eating, went shop and save, took the trolley, then we went interchange carpark rooftop play trolley. funny sia. very jackass.

back to moh house arnd 3am. watched uninvited. actually not scary one, then that ghost, fly out so fast, scared sia. 5am, doze off. 1.30pm woke up.

went home, bathed, changed, went bishan lunch with bro and sis.

night, pasarmalam with sylvia.

came home, bro using comp, did abit homework.

must chiong studies already. guess what, i only did 15/20 maths questions. and i did not do poa, and humanities. GG already. and i dont feel like sleeping, tomorrow go school how?! 7++hours to school. am excited, yet depressed.

you can't explain.

Alright, i just got home. 2am?

morning, woke up, gave rachel morning call, then after that suppose to wake up, prepare for school, but guess what, i fall back and slept. woke up, look at the time 11am, i was like " ARR WTH!" because the principal suppose to see our art at 12nn. so fast chiong already. reached school, slacked around. end up, principal didnt came in to look at our art, waste my trip to school.

went bishan with bro, went to service my phone. then brought bro go take circle line back, he never take before la ==.

at night, pasarmalam with sylvia, andy. then met jiayu on the way, so we went pasarmalam together. jiayu mouth very smelly sia, when she say blackout.. then pasarmalam blackout-ed. then we were like laughing like mad.
went mac that playground. clement and sherman joined us.
talked to a super cute girl. she speak cantonese waH! can fight with clement sia, and that girl only 8 yrs old. sibei cute.

we walked clement to interchange, then walked sylvia home. then left me and sherman. nothing to do, we walked around srg. walked to stadium there then walked back my house here, then slacked at the park, talked talked, crap until 2am. home.

very tired.

tomorrow class bbq. hopefully it will be a good one.

things can't be perfect all the time.

so you think this is beautiful?

last two photos taken by that spoilt phone. i think that's the reason why my phone spoil. nope, i dont think it is. shit, i'm very bored. bored. B-O-R-E-D.

alright, the mass conversation is ridiculous. domokun strikes huh murzainy. lol!

didnt go school today, feel super guilty. suppose to go school at 8am. i DID set my alarm, i set my alarm 9.30am :x i was like thinking, abit late nevermind la. then who knows, i still cant wake up. when i woke up, already 11.30am already. arrr then forget it, dont bother to go back. but abit scare sia, tomorrow i think the vp, and p looking at our work. if mine cmi then GG. pray hard man.

bathed, then went met andy, took that cuboid spare phone from him, then met caregroup at the bus stop opposite zhonghua. took 58 to pasir ris.

ESCAPE THEME PARK! well, awesome. we had lots of fun i guess. laughed and shouted like mad, until stomachpain.

our first game , haunted house. because when we reached there, super hot, haunted house got aircon. chloe and i was like screaming all the way. haaa. then viking , SUPAHH FUN! sat at the second last row. at first quite scary, got the want-to-fly-out feeling. then i suddenly think of john chang, that time sit viking with him, he was like sleeping lying down on the seat. hahaha.

we kept playing the viking and wet and wild game. during the wet and wild game, kept shouting, shout for fun. and its really FUN! hahaa.

then got one part, very funny. got one aeroplane kids game. the aeroplane only fly up and down only. then the whole nec2 went to play. the game is for kids ma, then we go play, our legs like cant fix in. chenyee and joel kept standing up when the "plane" is flying. hahahaha

we play until the theme park close. shiok shiok ah!

Y NEC2

what a mess i've made.

kns, phone spoiled already. maybe going to service it, before the warranty end i guess. now i got no phone to use. andy is lending me the cuboid phone, haa whatever, he said it's the cuboid phone.

back school today, because at home damnnnn sian. so i woke up and went back to school at 11.45am, and left the art room at 1pm. go back 1 hours plus only. sibei slack.

went ish, find clement and ys, they playing bball there. play awhile, no mood play. ys "J wear bra!" =.= whatever.

came home, bathed. then met clement first. walked pasarmalam awhile, then met up with wenbin and kevin. went cpf building there, eat sakae sushi. after that bus to bugis, arcade.
home.


i dont need love.

Night at moh's house.

met sylvia yesterday night, went moh's house. actually wanted to go at arnd 8 then 12 plus go home. but after that, dont feel like going home already. so stayed there till today morning. :)
we went mac at arnd 11 plus to get our mcflurry. then walked back. slacked at her house downstair. sat there, talked.. until the security guard came and chase us back. back to moh house, sylvia first one to fall asleep. then me and moh continue talk until sylvia wake up, because we were doing some recording thing..... hahahhah!

morning, woke up, breakfast. walked home, on the way home, saw clement, talked awhile, then went home. sleep from 1 plus till 6.30pm. shiok ah. no stick left. arr siann.

today, night, went pasarmalam with andy and sylvia. saw a super tall guy. his leg very long. i think got until my shoulder there.

now i know how you feel. speechless. thankyou.

L-O-V-E

sylvia=love

sylvia= love

brother= lurbzzxzxz (he dont want the photo to be here)

my bro, took the mac and zi lian, then when i come home, he asked me to see. cute ah. :D

alright, back to school this morning. suppose to go back 8 to 1pm. but i woke up only at 10.45am. then reached school 11plus, mr j ng there already. he didnt say anything. stayed in school till 3pm, went home.

accompanied sister go central ntuc, bought kinderjoy, eh friend, dont sian sian, cheer up. :)

TWOSTICKS left.

it's doesn't matter how long we live..

HOOHOOHOO.

met sylvia, went pukka again. alright, went to the park first. romantic ah sylvia (*wink). got couple there,,,, fooling around. me and sylvia, never fool around, lol, we... (secret) haahahaha. play swing la, what more you want.

slacked around, ice cream :D had fresh mint one today.

then E came. sylvia left. slacked till cy end job, then hungzhou's mom sent us back to srg.

this is supahh look like alien, i think super cute eh. LOL k lame.

threesticks threesticks threesticks left.

wait

HAPPY DAY :D

service in the afternoon, then slacked at le meridien till 6plus, trained back home with cy, alighted at srg while he head to kovan for pukka.

waited for sylvia, moh and moh's cousin to finish their dinner then met them at kovan. walked to pukka, clement joined us. look at cy work, then bought ice cream, this time round, ribena and butterscotch. :D went to the park there play swing , then supahhh high, woohoo. . hahha

tomorrow cy work solo, i guess will be going with sylvia and mayb clement, then we will go to the park andddd,... to be continued.. nothing pervertic. lol.

homeworkssss, not done. art,,, still havent complete tracing.. due next week. asdgdsgdfhg

foursticks foursticks foursticks left.

let the rest fade away.

MURZAINYYYYYYY, I (insert word) YOU!
lol.
sylvia, i Y you
sylvia, i Y you
sylvia, i Y you

thankyou guys. let's go sentosa see sunset and go home, my home? :D

it's okay. no point, no ending.

we two trying to be cool, or mayb lame.

on the phone with sylvia goh huyi now, thankyou you girl :)

went back to school for art, but actually didnt do much, just scan and trace. then facebook all the way already. teacher not in school anyway.

after art, as usual, went dnt room slack. mr ng:" why i see you everytime play word challenge one." haaa very fun okay.

back home, went for ne sports day awhile, then went ouside school waited for sylvia dnt to end then went mac together with wanjing and andy. laugh a lot.

walked sylvia home, home.

no point, lets give up. that's your problem then..

dwell in it forever.

NEC2 :)

didnt go back school for art today, because ... i didnt do anything, no progress, go back school equals to let botak jos-eph scold. so me smart, never go back. tomorrow then go back. :D

Unit Caregroup @ vivo open space, so happening right. hhahaa. suppose to go sentosa, BUT very hot. so we went giant shop for picnic stuff, food, drinks, tibits. total 70 plus bucks for 20 plus people. (*thumbsup)
played H2O, ruiyong run until fall down, bleed. when CK fall, everyone ROFL, seriously got people roll on the floor, he fell, not once, but twice. haha
ruiyong, treated us to ben and jerry's ice cream :D
after that, slacked around, till 9 plus, home-ed.


beautiful lies.

sing his praise..

went back school just in time to go lunch with tiansheng & co. haaa, so didnt do any work, accompanied them for lunch opposite school. jiaquan is.. retarded.

after lunch, went drama studio slack with shaobin and jiaquan and sylvia play true or dare, sylvia left, then more people come, continue play true or dare.

took the macbook, went dnt room slack. waited for sylvia to end dnt. home.

you alone are truly great, eternity.

the art department(?) called, when i'm sleeping, so my phone vibrated and i got woke up by it. then guess what, the person say, "mr ng want you all to come back school from 8-1 starting from tomorrow onwards." i jitao sian diao cant sleep back already.
well, going back school now, for art. tiansheng claims that he very lonely there. so me, kind soul, is going back to accompany him. i think i will only slack all the way. and maybe go find sylvia.

okay, i love my brother. he equals to retarded, retarded equals to i love him. hahahaha!

we shouldn't..

MY MOM ROCKS!

ARRRR, i accidentally deleted the photos that i like alot alot alot. sian X10000000000000.

woke up at 1pm today. shiok shiok ah. then slacked at home.

after sylvia's dnt end, went to find her, then went central. then walked her home.

my mom rocks, because she dont want on the fan, she use the paper to make the wind for me. haiya! dont know how to say la. she rocks jiu dui le.

sylvia : handsome ley. lol!

tomorrow will be going back for school for art. if dont go back, i think i wont do anything at all. sibei tired. headache, sore throat.

i dont want to stay at home, very siannnnnnnnnnnn.

alright i miss camp. i miss camp. i miss camp.

:D

HELLO HUMANS, I AM BACK!
the 4days 3 nights camp supah fun.. haaa
get to know NEC people more, spent more time together too.
met two of my camp objective, happy haaa.
had war games, throw water bomb at each other, got wet.
stayed at downtowneast chalet, slept at 1 am and need to get up at 7am. so everyone very tired. very cui and seh.
kept laughing and laughing at the chalet.

more photos next time.
see what they do to gideon, they carried him up like this and then, took out his shoe and sock. haha

realised from camp, went subway to have lunch first then bus 58 home alone. i love taking long bus ride alone. haa. then saw jiaquan at n&b, wai ting and dennis going back to school.

was very tired, but when i reached home, my mom kept talking to me, then plus got comp, then not tired. she said i never eat anything, but the fact is, she didnt buy anything for me to eat. kns. then i told her that the camp is fun, then she went "next time go again lor." then she and bro said that tomorrow she off, go cycle, me:" NOOOOO! lets go shopping instead :D" i think my mom is cool. haahahah.

sylvia: thankyou you ah, nice post, nice photo, because it's me. hahahaha! i miss you too. let's go explore everywhere in singapore (though singapore is tiny). you chaota girl, i will go back school to smack your burnt tomorrow! \m/! :D

p.s. i love rachel fong feng huang. i love nec2 :D

off to camp

mr j ng allowed us to bring back the macbook, so that we dont need to go back to school everyday next week. good?

well, will be away for four days, dont miss me. 

goodbye. 

Bewildered

well, went to school, not punctual again, sian sia. i woke up at 7.30, i wanted go get out of bed already then i remember mr choo not here, first period physics, haiya sua sleep awhile longer.

had maths and poa time practice today.

how come anthony know =.=. siannn.

after poa time practice, stayed back for art till 5.30pm.

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hey brother, cheer up. memories will always stay there, come on move clement move. let's go play mario kart again, someday. hahha :D

friend.

Matthew's friend.

well, didnt go school in the morning for lesson. only back at 2.30pm for art.

after art, art is super duper slack. mr j ng not here. people go facebook with the macbook, i did not! alright, nothing to be proud of. waited for huilin, accompanied her walk to her friend's house.
home.

tomorrow, will be a good girl. go to school puntually.

empty.

so what now?

promise murzainy to go school early today, i make it! earlier than yesterday, but still not punctual. 8.20am reached school, first period SS, see the time late already, didnt went seminar room for lesson, late anyway, go also kenna scolding, so might as well slack in class. hungzhou and kelly was there too.

"as long as you dont break hearts, it's okay you break promises."- someone very important.

murzainy said that.

art, tcher not in classroom. macbook, slacked, play with the photobooth, go online, facebook. slack during art again.

maths time practice in class. forgot everything. no mood to do. didnt do for poa timepractice too. mr lam say serangoon garden got pretty girl sell yoghurt. who's interested?! lol.

then i tell him, pukka got pretty girl also, hungzhou sister. then mr lam, " i imagine hungzhou with long hair, hahahahahahah" zzz lol.

after school stayed back for art, slack again, use macbook listen music, kaysiao go search here and there, in the end, end up with 3 pictures printed out only. art is cool man.

waited for clement and sylvia dnt over, went play bball for awhile. there's clement retarded video again. lazy upload here, mayb on facebook ba.

goodbye.

it's over, look ahead.

actually told murzainy i'm going to school punctually today, but but but, i failed. sorry friend. i did set alarm and wake up at 7.30am, but i sleep back. then until 8 + going 9 hungzhou called me then i woke up. if not, confirm sleep longer. on the way to school, saw jiaquan & co. accompanied them go opposite school eat first. then back to school for maths. so i only reached school today at 11am? haahaa fine.

before art, robert asked me go out find him, so went out of school awhile. robert put extension siol. lol. talked for awhile, then went back school for art. break, opposite school eat lunch. then talked to shaobin, i had one hour of break, supposingly only 30 minutes.

then stayed back for art. today sibei slack, i only do one sketching and do chinese ink drawing. then i played with the ink already. superrrrr siannn siaaaa.

after art, waited for sylvia. they fooled suffian lol, he chua tio, scare of ghost.
look at you=weird feeling.
i shouldn't have..

AM SAD :(

suddenly feel very low. very sad. feel like crying.

i dont feel like sleeping. i dont feel like going school on time tomorrow, i dont feel like going to school. school school school school school.

everything's screwed.

life still got to go on.....

come on.

i'm holding on to all I think is safe, it seems i found the road to nowhere.

i'm looking down now that it's over, reflecting on all of my mistakes, i thought i found the road to somewhere...

photo, stay over at moh's house.

morning wake up, play some fortune telling thing.

got three cards, i forgot my first card already. my second card says i need to "go home" like i'm tired, i need a break. then third card says, "fate". like fate is fooling me. very accurate la. moh can take the deck of cards go out earn money already.

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came home, bathed and went out again. super tired sia.
went tampines 1 with sylvia and huilin. go find robert. =.= stupid sia him. he go put extension. then he super slack one, his mom help him work, he walk around.

handsome? lol!

LOL!

MRT back with huilin, mrt to paya lebar then bus 135 home.

look at this, inconvenience caused is regretted? regretted is the word? saw this outside paya lebar MRT.

Settle down, and keep your feet touching the ground. you will be okay, you will see better days.