Dangerous

a b4 for chinese prelim, wth. i forgot to see which part i did badly, i see b4, then ji tao sian diao.

went ikea with huimin after school for lunch, long bus ride, headache. but okay la, enjoy there, bought stuff, and i dont know how, i spent my three days allowance away, mom say she will not give me money already, ask me eat bread for the next two days, win. shall study and not go out for next two days, cross my heart.

headache, so i decided to go home and sleep for 30 minutes before heading for poa night study, 30 minutes i also shuang la. BUT, i overslept. so was late for poa, late for 1 hour. did revision. mr lam at night high, he dance in the IT room ==, wth right. he suddenly walk past, then dance. then kevin give him the wth face. then mr lam ask "you know how to do moonwalk not?" ZZZ. was thinking of playing the song "billie jean" for him, then he said "dont want i want the beat it." ==!

dismiss at arnd 8.20pm. then we di siao mr lam, we stand along the carpark, wanted to block his way, but he die die dont want start his engine, so we waited. then murzainy took a torchlight, like ninja like that, funny shit. after he start his engine, we run out of the gate and lock him inside, then he got to come out of his car and open the gate himself. and after he drive his car out of the gate, he came out of the car again, this time to close the gate. LOL! fun.

went mac with the guys, huiling and huimin. slack arnd then went home.

after bath, walked out from the toilet, looked up, hell there a super big cockroach on the dining hall ceiling. i "arrrr" then the cockcroach hide behind the pile of books. then dad tried to catch it, it crawled out, struggle abit, then died in my grandma's hand. :) supergranny.

art not done yet, i today then know deadline is on 6 oct. sianzxzxz.

there's a better place for me to express myself.

Glimpse.

well, took back chinese prelim paper alr, i thought my result will suck like shit, because during the paper, i was stoning away. but not bad, paper 2 i score 45/70, paper 2 part 2, despite giving short answers, i will get 17/20, cheers. paper 1, 44/70. 100% for both will be 63.5. fux, still b3.

physics ssp after school till 3.30pm. mr choo said at night got physics night study, so left home after that, slept till 6.30pm, then went back for physics. not productive, because cannot concentrate.

dinner at central coffeeshop with the guys. home.

i feel good talking to huilin, talked to huimin during recess, thx huilin. love you, huilin+g. :)

i hate the ending, but it started with an all right scene.

you're a lifelong wait.

sleepy.

how? im sleepy, but i cant sleep, insomnia.

had voice call conference at oovoo just now, cheated mr lam in, then after a few minutes, he realised that me and sylvai have no webcam then he "jidan" and close the convo. assssss. then we mass conf at msn, jjay, ccwj, via and me. we keep spamming him, because he will be late for school and we say he eat snake.

voice call at oovoo just now with ccwj and sylvia, sylvia left then ccwj left. pangseh!

voice call at msn with boolingyeow now, he just keep singing and singing and singing. and hardo gay. LOL.

this afternoon, i told huimin's bro, "if your sister miss me, the sky drop down."
and just now i called huimin she said "the sky drop down already."
wow.

he is still singing, keijiwu - chan fei. someday i will record his singing, and go blackmail him! HAHAHAHAHH! BOO you watch out!

tonight's gonna be a good night.

studied chemistry at janicia's house. not productive, but still manage to study two topics.
and her house is super duper ultra clean, and neat.

went dinner with sylvia and jjay. laugh like mad, went to the bouncy bridge, jjay jump and run like dont know what. sylvia's laughter, like the awaken witch. haa.

super tired now. can sleep early tonight, \m/!

i'll give my final breath.

LOL! was broawsing through photos when i see sylvia and wayne photo, again. husband huh? (tikoface)
later gay kill me.

k going dinner later, shall post again later. bye.

Im only left with your pictures.

morning 10.14am, phone vibrated, i thought it was the alarm, but it's not, huimin called. ask whether going for maths, since my maths so cui, so just go la, meet her at 11.15am. then was like thinking, one hour later then meet, so i went back to sleep. woke up at 11am, then chiong go prepare. was late, so huimin came up to my house.

she:"why you feel like screaming?"
me:"dont know ."
she:"let's go to the beach."
me:"okay, after maths la."
random.

went for emaths at blk236, left at arnd 2pm.

took mrt to sengkang, wanted to lunch there, while reaching sengkang, huimin and i have no feel for sakae alr, so we sit and stone at the mrt platform there. then jjay's message came in, " i want study." trip ot the beach plan dropped.
we took mrt to kovan, sit at the platform there wait for J, waited for very long, sian alr, so we told him we go bishan first, but who knows, we sat the same train, saw him at the travellator.

went dintaifong lunch, xiaolongbao\m/!

then headed to the library to study, or mayb not. just sit there and listen to music, see J study, but he dont seems to be studying.

reached home, wow my house is green now, very. Tiu.

my mom said i like green, so she paint it green, but hell, not SOOOOO green. give me back that white wall pleaseeeeee.

arnd 7plus pm, received a msg from sylvia, "want go watch movie?"

"okay lor." yes steady. watched Accident with sylvia and janicia, the movie, complicated, i kept thinking what's happening, think until headache bodoh. head home straight after movie.

I still remember, 25 January 2009, It's a sunday.

Mixed feelings.

friday, excited to go school because there's PE today. history, Ms tan didnt come to our class, slacked arnd, didnt do any history today.

English, didnt watch any movie today. played some guess-the-word game with d.wong. tehn talked to the guys. they asked, "some months have 30th days, some months have 31th days, how many month have 28th days?" answer is all months. wth ==

well, PE, played bball with cy & co. full court match, super fun. after the match hungz like go crazy alr.

after school did some maths questions with christel, then headed home, since in school so siannnnzxzx.

mom said that she will buy a bucket of paint for me after my exams, then she will let me paint whatever colour i want in my room. my first thought was " WOW." but then i told her, "why not hire someone paint la, i paint the room myself, tiring sia!" then my mom was like, "haaa. lazy, quite true, see how la, you after exams also go out play already." MY MOM ROCKS TO THE CORE! sometimes she's annoying.

went back school at arnd 7pm for physics, night study for physics at IT room, mr choo went through basic stuff. at night can absorb more things, we suggested more night sessions. :) we missed out lantern festival celebration, missed out wacking ppl's lantern until the fire goes off. because miss yeo said "delay grafitications". i love studying, C'mon, delay study!

kauchaomai.

Troubled.

struggling with humanities and sciences now, got to work super hard, i will.
3 periods of art, only did one eyes observation drawing. more to go. but i didnt regret not dropping it.

after school, went sylvia's house to meet her, with huimin. S didnt came to school today.
then headed to amk hub, got some stuff. she's buying a shirt for her sister, no size, so we trained over to tpy. had lunch at pizzahut, sylvia sit there see us eat only, yes, guai. HAHA.



sent sylvia home, to her void deck. went over to huimin's house to take something.

sis messaged me saying that grandma is not feeling well, need to go see the doc. so i rushed home. she ate the wrong food, vomitted, super worried to see her like that. brought her to the doc, she's okay now.

bro said that he want to change school, ask him why, he dont want say. confirm is kenna bully la. he wanted to change to zhonghua, but zhonghua sec 1na is worse man.

11 more days.

I dont care.

last 12 days to N level, im doing what i can do. last lap, finish the race, sec five. lost the race, collar up, college. zz.
i've decided to study at least one hour before i use the comp, so i did chemistry just now, damn, i dont know anything, molecules? but i can do it! through you, i can do anything, i can do all things, cause its you who give me strength!

during CE, went to the comp lab for one period, played a game, super lame. http://www.foddy.net/Athletic.html the guy run like == zzzzzzz.

home after school. slept, woke up arnd, 5 plus, stomach pain like shit, so i went to shit, super duper pain, i nearly faint in the toilet. after shit-ing i went back to sleep. then woke up arnd 8 plus, was about to start doing chem, then i vomitted, all water. i forgot to eat lunch, i didnt eat anything today. i dont feel like going to school tomorrow :x


HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY HUILIN(-G) [KUAH]!
hey girl! hope you like that fat cat card, look like you right. i miss going to your house, audi at your house, i miss your mom bakguteh, i miss eating gua zi with you while audition-ing. and and and, miss the times when we are at heroes camp. fun. okok make it short, everything i want to say to you, is in that card, i suppose. kkkk love you, byebye. (jiaquan:sweet sixteen.) -==!

Im Quitting. threw it away.

got back maths paper two today, cuicuicui, 40/100 only. failed! failed both. overall 33/100 only. goodjob konghuiling. heng i signed up for the n level maths.

after school walked to opposite stadium, ate lunch at botak jones, yes huilin(kuah) it's botak, not wig jones.

then went home, bathed and changed, went over to bishan to meet up with robert and ivan. robert told me that we are going to study at bishan library, BUT they went arcade. but after that, we did go to the library to do some maths, poa and tcss.

after studying, went over to amk, met up with jerome, anna and jjay at lan. see them play dota.

i didnt take this picture, ivan took it.

no point doing it because im frustrated, not going to hold on to anything, anymore. just keep moving.

you're the answer for it.

Falling slowly.

went out with mom, sis and bro ytd. went to ikea and courts. went to tampines lot 1 and mall too. enjoyed it. mom took 8 days leave, hell, she will be at home for 8 days. D:

ytd night, went over to srg garden to met up with sylvia & co, went sherman's house to drink, red wine. his house got a dog named "hongbao", first time see big dog so active. hongbao love to smell ppl's ass. haha. drank two cup, then stop alr. andy dont knwo drink how much, he vomitted, not feeling well, so he left for home first. then we left sherman's house, went the coffeeshop beside chomp chomp to eat, chomp chomp a lot of ppl.

then we walked back to our place from srg garden. sherman accompanied us back, then chat with him awhile at kampong park till 1plus am, then i headed home, he cycled back to his place. after he cycle away, i turn back and look at him, like less than 100m, then he saw me look back, he said "you looking at my underwear ah!" LOL.

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today, did nothing, didnt even do the emaths paper ms tan gave us, very lazy.

went central to print some photos with sis.

school tomorrow, school tomorrow. few weeks left.

beautiful smile.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CHNG JIAQUAN!


wooohooo, happy right jiaquan, (tikoface)
be a change man, soon. hahaha

talked to him on the phone for i dont know how long, i think got two hours. bloody hell, he talk to me on the phone, then he ask me fo. ==

Obstinate

was late for svc, again.

went home after svc, waited for sis to come home, then went PS to walk walk, bought the shinchan biscuit from daiso for fun. no more orange juice. sianzxzxz.

didnt go back school for extra poa lesson, for emaths as well. was too lazy, some more saturday, weather so good, so i choose to sleep, and i overslept till i was late for svc. ._.

mom had a war with the cockroaches just now, she sprayed the pesticide into a hole, that led to the drain or somewhere, then cockraoches dashed out from that hole. then my mom, super silly, she use newspaper, to wack the cockroaches, LOL MAN! a lot sia, should have paste scotchtape at the hole. then the cockroaches dash out will stick onto the scotchtape, wooo sexy. :)

There is nothing like your love

No exchange for all You gave
To be welcomed into life
So I can know the love it takes.

Experience.

Pe, we five girls vs mr eswaran ABC, then we said , if he lost, he run two rounds round the field, we didnt say if we lost we do what. then he said if we lost, all the five girls run one rond round the field. we jsut need one person to win him, BUT hell! we lost! ran one round. super shiok.

cant really concentrate during poa, then maths, cui, my paper one, think also sian la.

after school, went straight home, sat infront of the teevee, watched heart of creed for 4 straight hours, i finish all the episodes. sad sia the show, touching too. hmmm, nice show. first time for this year i sat infront of the teevee for so long, cried so hard.

met huimin and sylvia, while waiting for bus, saw murzainy & co, so we waited for all then bus over to Jiaquan's house together.

played chariot together with his friends, damn funny. hungz and shaobin, they need to act teh word "fairies wheel" then hungz keep use his finger draw circle, then shaobin do the row boat action. john and alfie acting out a word, 3part, then is like sex those type of thing, ppl keep saying, sex, f..., and all sort of answers, then kevin went " intercourse!" correct la. everyone say he pervert, laugh like hell.

20 plus of class people went, and everything earlier than i expected. i've did what i want to do, and im happy, feeling better. went home quite early, arnd 11 plus.

tomorrow going back school for emaths extra lesson, 10.30 10.30, hopefully can wake up. am tired, my eyes are swollen. goodnight.

Nothing compares to you.

got back o level prelim paper one,not surprised, i failed. almost lowest in class. 22/80 for paper one. good job. miss tan told us the promotion criteria today, those taking n level emaths can use four exams result, as in use the highest of the four. thank god, i took n level. if not, confirm ite, dont need take other paper already.

english, watched the video again, jiaquan sit beside me, sleep. then i tie his hair, super ah gua can. HAHAH!
after school, went to see the guys kick soccer a while, mac , asked geetat, how to pronounce the ba-be, then he BA-BE la. laugh sia, shahadat beside him some more. next time he see pretty girls, "hello BA-BE!". lol. lol. lol.

having gastric pain now.

tomorrow going JQ's bday celebration, then may ton-ing. can go explore geylang (tikoface) , zhongyin's dad even told him which area got which type of female. got different type sia. JQ's hosue area is old old one, see before. kan bu xia qu sia. behind, wow sexy, infront, ehhh byebye aunty. haha.

Haaaaappy Birrrrrrthday! :B

since i cant sleep, and now is 12:42AM, 17 september 2009, i shall...

dedicate this post for the 2 birthday girls!

ANGHUIXUAN! 15th!


this is the first year wishing you happy birthday, last year actually also counted la, but i dont remember wishing you. haha.
thx for being such a good sister in church, when im sian, you'll try your best to entertain me. always remember the grandma help you stop bus, that "dinner" at far east and the fun times we had in camp. lets run this race together for him. :) loveyou. ( you look older than your actual age.)
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STEPHANIE MOH! 16th!

moh moh moh moh moh moh moh moh moh, my primary school 's schoolmate, my secondary school's classmate, FATED THAT YOU STUCK WITH ME FOREVER! haha k la, dont scare you.

i love staying over at your house, lets go there! again after n level. haha. work hard , dont see book then defeated alr, come'on, show the books how angry you can be. remember last time, you shout at us because of something? wa fierce, thats the first time i see you fierce. and also at the tree there, 11 plus pm late at night, you what ah, near sylvia's house that one. and and and also, we 1am walked to mac from your house, just for mcflurry. you know right, i ... like girls *shy. must remember me after secondary school studies k, i'll stalk you :D

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the fan 's blowing right at me, make me feel like sleeping, byebye.

Goes on.

ytd, took a photo of a mrt guy, wearing the green colour shirt, look like ong hs, then today, Mr ong hs wore the green colour shirt. so coincidental.

Chinese, Mr ang took over, the Chinese paper is vetted by VP1, today then i know. no wonder so hard, if he vet English paper, it will be super easy.

English, watched some video on wild life animal, how the wolf chase the deer? and how the deer be so obedient, Kenna chased alr, then sit there let the wolf eat, stupid. nice video.

last periods suppose to be emaths, but Mr Lam, claims that he misses us, so he asked Ms Tan to let him have the two periods. slept for 20 mins, then talk for the rest of the time.

had lunch @ kovan with huimin, saw yongsiang and jjay.
bought new school shoe, not happy, but nevermind, just hang on for 1 more month can alr.

went over to jjay's house, lame with ys, after zy reached then he dont want di siao me alr, he want gay with zy. haha.

went home. pangseh boo lingyeow again. he got a new hairstyle, no more bangzxz. wow :O

Sour.

alright, big fuck. tell me what i did wrong, please.

emaths paper 2, screwed up, i cant sleep last night, only slept for 2.5hrs. kept wanting to sleep during the paper.

chinese paper 2, gave short answers, lazy to do. it doesnt matter anyway.

went market with huimin, bought ingredients for steamboat @ jing's house. slack at huimin's house, waited for jing & via to end their d&t. then went over to jing's house. alright, im not afraid of dogs, for that moment of my life, i think. i like big dog, small one hyperactive, scary.

home = sian, not good, kpkb.

sis, went out late come home, like my fault, kept asking her to call her. not my business, right?
bro, come home so early, want to print things, wait till i want to use comp then print, say him abit he buay song, my fault?

this is this colour.

life is getting from bad to worse, it's okay, it will be over soon.

Sarcasm

went badminton with sis ytd night, srsly bored. i thought after exercising can sleep better at night, who knows, someone spoilt it. i only slept at 4.30am.





lack of sleep, almost late for school, but still i walk slowly. emaths prelim, difficult.
chinese, didnt bring chinese dictionary, i dont know how to write IN(in chinese) sia! wahpiang, go die la. i dont like chinese, im going clear it this year. suring chinese paper keep stoning.

after papers, played bball a while with kev, jq, cy, ivan and hungz. lunch @ bishan's din tai feng. the xiao long bao , nice.

walked arnd bishan, then huimin want to shit, so went back school, tehn she dont want shit alr. ==

home, super tired. took a nap. i bet later i couldnt sleep again. sianzxzxzx.


Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I don't.

went mac study with sylvia and janicia just now. productive? not really.
o level emaths tmr, didnt really study much, it's okay, i've got n level maths to back me up.
chinese prelim, think also sian. dont feel like doing.

everyday online, got the feel to blog, but dont knwo what to blog.
kan pua dulan. sua.

bye.

alright, i decided to draft that post. spoil my mood only.

thx "sister", ytd 3am still msg me, because of his babies? lol.

am super bored now, shall go find something to play. FO.

Thing that i've said, i can't take it back.

"all guys machiam from one mother like that. "

morning breakfast with sylvia before going for svc. the sun is angry, he's torturing us. bad thing is, i wear full black today. hot like sai la.

after svc, celebrated chloe's birthday, then wanted to do maths today, but didnt bring calculator out. so slacked arnd le meridien, talked about teevee show, then went lan to see them play L4D, dominic, p5 know how to play L4D, i want to play, mayb next week.

left meridien, met sis and bro at bishan, then saw mom, so went dinner together @ bishan. wanted to buy the VANS school shoe, but mom say not nice. sianzxzxz.

ytd lingyeow pangseh me, today my turn. i sprained my shoulder, i dont know how. sorry ah.

IM VERY BORED NAO! D:

i shall go to bed now, walao kan pua sianzxzxzx. tomorrow saturday, saturday.

you're so contradicting, you're such a fool. loser.

kthxbye.

I've got a lot to say.

went I-KAY-EAR with sylvia. clement chan weijie pangseh, win. then he gave lame excuses, clement go die. haha.

went there to have lunch/dinner. walked arnd. i like the mirror, im going to ask mom buy for me. i want the mirror. theres soft toys at the kids section, hmmm, presentable, wanted to buy, but didnt. i told sylvia to buy the super small one, then she say :"put in your pocket go exam hall ah." not bad ah!

then she walked away, observing me, then when i turn and look for her, she laugh, asshole.

bought mashed potato, we search high and low for it, she dont believe it's mashed potato until she saw the price tag that says "mashed potato" ==.

bus back to srg, long trip, but fun. thankgod.

suppose to meet that ahbooboo later, but he, he say change to tomorrow. sianzxzxz.

ytd before i sleep, i watched the xiaxue's ghost video, the pontianak and pocong, then i dreamt of it! super scary. i dreamt that the pocong chasing me. hell man. but im laughing in the dream, i dont know why.

i need to study, i need to do poa TYS, i need to do Maths TYS. get started get started.

Do you feel hollow when you think of how i lied?

clement's mom :" eh you two cake ah?"
clement :" eh ya."
clement's mom:" i got cook for you, why you eat cake."
clement:" okay okay."
clement's mom :" dont eat so much, next time not good for you."
(laugh)

alright, bad day, cry together.

went to school in the morning, suppose to reach school by 9am, not feeling well, so was late. not happening, didnt do a lot of maths questions.

accompanied Jq . to the bus stop, then ivan went interchagne take bus, walked home.

back home, slept. till 7pm. still not feeling well. but am super happy now, everything is over! hahaha!

accompanied mom go central buy thing just now, saw hweechang. and haozhan's dad. after so many years, he still talk to her. hahaha.

OKAY AM VERY HAPPY NAO! VERY VERY! i first time try so many days never talk to sylvia, very sad. but now we are okay, :D we are okay. now that i've let go of you, i need not think of anything. finally can sleep tonight. last few days, 4am then sleep sia, english paper that day only slept for 1 hour plus. HAPPY! :D
IKEA tomorrow with sylvia! :) <3

huimin , dont jealous, i still love you. :)

romance is a trap.

Im yours and you're mine.

Second paper, down with sore throat and flu, kept sneezing, good job.
english paper was fine, <3 is there. :)

after paper, played bball for a while, then went home , sleep.

left house at 5.30 for Dg, the moment the lift open at first storey, I SEE CLEMENT CHAN! shocked sia, stalker! but okay la, quite qiao la.

metamorphosis supah! P & W was great. encore, everybody get high.

walk to ps, walk walk arnd, then back to srg for mac with huixuan and baoer.
then we were like talking about how we spend our day at town last time, doing some weird things together. funny shiut. misssss.

your heart cant take it.

Ridiculous.

sore throat, runny nose.

Alright, first N level paper, i chiong like mad, because i didnt manage my time well. for the first question of SBQ, i spent 30mins doing it. my mind was blank, i forgot everything about SBQ. i kept thinking about things that is not related to that paper, im such a fool. i spent 20 minutes on SEQ. i dont like the feeling. totally pissed out.

after paper, everyone were like talking about the paper, but whats the point? it's over, it's over.

went rivervale mall for sakaesushi, not much people there. got video, no mood upload.

i feel cold, i cant bear to, im jealous. everything is over. im stupid.