Should have know better.

met baoer at dg mrt, headed over to nexus together for wfl. was super bored at first, but after that was fine, burning bush, baoer just cant stop laughing at the burning bush. cy came.

after wfl, went to say hi to JQ at ps. then went back to meridien to find kaiying, then went lan. dinner at ajisen, walked arnd, trained home.

good day.

sylvia went back to m'sia alr. :( when is huilin(-g) coming back.

k i got a feeling i wont make it to sec 5. goodluck to me.

goodbye.

i only want to dream of you.

Weird.

went for creative first workshop, 9am, shoo early, was able to wake up, i slept at 2am ytd, was super shag, nearly fall asleep during the teaching part. before going, was so scare that nobody will talk to me, but yeah, prayer answered, there's NED girls. thankgod. visited JQ at ps, outdoor, stalked him again huh, no.



went sk compasspoint, met sis, had lunch/dinner.

she ate this super disgusting noodle, like all vege only, vege is nice, but not when the vege is more than the noodle, so suck. she still ask me post this, tell everyone go try. wth.

walked arnd, compaspoint got sesame street performance or something, lots of kid. elmo , ernie? i dont know.

Close.

we skipped Tan g.h ssp, we took this. now i think back, walao sylvia we damn stupid, we can go home dont want, we go walk arnd the school. neh.

morning, woke up at 8.30am, prepared and everything, was about to head down cc to play bball, but i see like so early, 9am only, so i went back to sleep. then 10am, anthony called, went down. yep, so played bball, with anthony, dexing, yongsiang, jjay and horngyih. played till 11+am, went home, bathed then trained down for svc, saw kelly. k im late.

after svc, had brunch at le meridien, crap. stayed arnd till 6+pm, trained over to bishan, met Ivan, pass him something. then trained back to srg, waited for sylvia at the playground near her house, lazy go home then come out again. so we went pasar malam, sylvia super happy alr lor, when she's at m'sia, she said she want go, i asked her to swim back, then i said "oh you don't know how to swim." haha. bought food, went over to kampong park, sat there, talk a lotttttttt. so long never talk to her alr, talk until sore throat. we video call clement, like two crazy human in the park laughing while looking and talking on the phone. paiseh only. lol.

k im so tired now. very tired. i realised i went kampong park for continuously 2 days, went pasar malam for continuously 6 days, accompany ppl go what, hao ren zuo dao di. heehaw! and today i went nexus, tmr going back for decor workshop, monday go back for wfl. nice, 3days. sooooo tiredddd. :(

sylvia just text me that she cant sleep. argh, k really tired. shall sleep early.


persevere in midst of impossibilities.

Gratitude, i miss you.

went for NE picnic at sk, only leave the house when joselin text me that ruiyong reached the picnic place alr, got to hurry. so yeah, hurried down to sk. we had sandwich making contest, with eh nutella, tomato, lettuce, cheese and ham. super gross, we played bball then never wash hand then do alr. luckily we dont have to eat it. after the sandwich making, had games, after awhile it started to rain. seek shelter at anchorvale cc. the rain stopped, then we went back to the open area, played water bomb/gun/splash, gang up with baoer, go around, see who dry then go splash them water, super fun. in the end, whole body wet. shiok shiok.

left ACC at arnd 8+pm, while walking to compass point, saw something like ufo thing,

yes like this. but the light is four diff colour. like ufo like that. really.

starbuck with kaiying, eunice and wanyi. after that baoer and i went to slack. took trained back to srg, sat at kampong park talk. very long never like talk to baoer alr, as in this way la. and i sent her a 4 pages long "i miss.." message.

GAY IS BACK! he good , come back nv msg me, busy msging lady huh! biased only. nevermind, i forgive him, because he bought something back for me. HAHAHA! he said I'm materialistic(?). lady is back too. but she's leaving on 30, arrrrr. huilin(-g) will be back on eh 4th dec? forgot alr shit. nevermind, she will message me when touched down. why the family cannot reunion one!

"And surely im with you always, to the very end of age."

-matthew 28:20b

Screammmmm!

K.HUILIN(-G). :B crazayeee partner.

caregroup today, farewell cg for rachel, will definitely miss her, will miss irritating her. had games, praise. met sarah for awhile after cg. i will make it through this holiday. yes, i will.

after cg, met huilin(-g), bus 82 to 299 together. long journey, but we talk throughout the whole journey, i like. :) reached there,
jeron was like "hello kong! wo gen ni jiang dong xi."
me:"huh, she me dong xi."
jeron:"long time no see la!"
i heard him saying that he want to tell me something, he talk very fast. played bball with jasline, jeron, ys, ym and tm. keep laughing only. huilin(-g) getaway-ing alr, so i doubt i will go there for the next one week. awww. eh lol. was sitting down, watching them play bball, then i turn to huilin(-g) , "will you miss me?" eh, then i cry alr. then huilin(-g) "jasline, someone crying." everyone look at me, paiseh only.

left at arnd 9+, bus 82 back to srg, walked pasarmalam with huilin(-g), accompanied her wait for bus. home.

KUAH! getaway? dont forget me! must miss me uh, i'll miss you, many many many many. take care. hainan chicken rice.

High. cannot sleep. win.

EEEE, nb, i go find those crazy photo alr, press upload then fail. win la.

imtired. imtired. huilin(-g) flying hainan chicken soon. one week, no more crazy partner. :( hope she rmb to bring hainan chicken rice back for me. you know im joking only right? yes, left. damn high now. if nowwww, my house nobardyyyyy, and my friends are all hereeeeee. we can partyyyyyy all night long, like yes long. i want to drink, drink till we are all drunk, hug each other and sleep together. wee, awesome. k crazy. go sleep maybe soon. shall go to my bedroom, on aircon, play puzzle bobble, get the highest score, then sleep, and dream, sweet dreams. oh ya, i miss bball, like bballlllll. i hurt my leg muscle, it hurt a little when i walk. i feel that this paragraph is junk. because i dont know what im talking. okokzxzx, last word, i miss huilin(-g), i miss laughing with her, laugh until many ppl look at us. yes, i miss myyyy krazaayeeee partnahzxzxz KUAHZXZX HUILIN(-G)ZXZXZ.

K.HUILIN(+G) .LOVEZZZZ. byebye. goodbye. tata. zaijian. wanan. sayonara.

It comes to a day where I start thinking of the past, thinking of what I should have and should not, what I've done, probably it was for the best that both of us had moved on, realised that nothing could change the fact that was right infront of me, you hurt me so deeply, undeniable I miss you, but then again, I'm lying (:

got that from someone's blog. okay, wow.

k im bored. as usual. bored. going punggol beach with sis and bro , shoooo boredzxzxzx.
bye.

Lift A.

so tired. lagging lagging lagging.

went pb with sis and bro, their first time there, i bet they wont want to go back there again, because they kept complaining that the bus journey is long. okay what. no tsunami right? haha.
on the way back home, mom called.
mom:"where you all, you bring them go where?"
me:"eh punggol beach."
mom:"buy what."
me:"huh what buy what."
mom:" buy what la."
me:"ehhh buy sand buy sand."
mom:"okay hang up, bye."
wth.

at night, met jjay and yongsiang, went pasarmalam. Ys was eating OLT, the burger, so motivated that he ate two of it. haha nice. i thought i took ys photo, i wanted to upload it, but it's gone. WHO DELETE IT?!

actually meeting sylvia go pasar malam, but she messaged me saying that she sit the damn budget airline vomit two times. so not going alr. sylvia and her budget airline. haha. lol.

cg tomorrow. will miss rachel. without her, there wont be strawberry. :( sad.

:BBBB

met huilin(-g), took mrt to orchard, walked to fep, we kind of lost our way there, joke. but we still managed to find our way to fep. walk until leg ache. pathetic. then we walked over to ion, visit robert tan, bought bubbletea from him, buy from him cheaper uh. haha. he's iphone kenna stolen, good job.

aftermath, trained over to Dg, tired, dont feel like walking from ion to ps. while waiting for andy png, we sat down and talk, i feel so good talking to huilin(-g), we talk about almost everything, the first one. haha. love huilin(-g) many many. we were about to go up to the arcade there find andy png, then we saw JQ, hungz, john, helin, gideon. so we told jQ we going find friend,
he:"you all go where?"
we:"go find friend."
he:"you all go where?"
we:"go find friend la."
he:"you all got friend one meh."

arcade, ARGGHGHFG. see andy png play jubeat, sianzxz. so we went to find JQ & co instead. JQ was like telling john.
jq:"you know ah! i everyday see her you know! ytd at my bus stop there, someome tap me i turn back, WTFFFF! then ah today i walking with my supervisor, then someone called me, i turn, WTFFFF HER AGAIN!" bloodyass. after they eat finish, nothing to do, we went up to arcade, see andy png play jubeat again. then super sianzxzx. so we decided to leave.

on the train back to srg, i asked huilin(-g) to smell my hair, i dont know why. then bloodyhell, a indian guy look at me, very close. i put my head on huilin(-g) shoulder, dont feel like coming out alr. so embarrassing. today, it's boomzxzxz day.

clement message me! he's at macau now. GO GAMBLE HUH! i bet so. k miss gay, miss lady. sylvia will be back tomorrow. huilin(-g) will go find hainan chicken on friday. :(

How does it feel?

KUAHKUAHKUAH

i dreamt of phone vibrating, someone calling, then i woke up from that dream my phone really ringing. shooo cool.

and i dreamt of random stuff. i dreamt of R, i dream of huilin(-g), sylvia, my sister. in that dream, they have a diary. whatever\m/

meeting huilin(-g) 1pm at srg mrt. she's not very the happy. and her blog said "Hopefully Huilin(+g)'s gonna cheer me up later on. I'm gonna have a htht with her again!!" yeah, HTHTHTHTHTHT i love HTHT. you know. and i think we will laugh at boomzx, again. k,lets see which colour is the new boomzxz today.

sis told me that mom just top up the bus card ytd night. and she give me the money again. weehoo. love my mom to the max. last week i randomly ask her when want go to the beach again, she said next month see when she off day. yes, there's mom, where's dad? aiya. neh forget it. im going out alr.

see kuahkuah really soon. and sylviagohgoh, tomorrowtomorrow!

kthxbai(?) lol.

bye

meeting huilin(-g) later 1pm , not 7am. on plurk now, and facebook, bored to the max.

nowadays, am afraid to take money from mom, will feel guilty.

i wanted to take money to top up bus card from mom. but i dont know why i hesitated for very long. nehneh.

me:"ma."
mom:"yes?"
me:"ehhh, nvm."
mom:"what you want again."
me:"ehhh, can give me money top up bus card?"
mom:"wa holiday top up a lot of time alr eh. lazy girl when you getting a job."
me:"eh, you say i lazy alr. i top up bus card can go find job alr what."
mom:"you going where?"
me:"fareast. orchard. ps. "
mom:"you tour singapore uh. with who?"
me:"huilin."
mom:"siao ah you. go out with yourself."
me:"NO! huilin, kuah, that payalebar that one."
mom:"ohhh. okay. she's a good girl uh."
me:"LOL why you said that."
mom:"that time went out with her to amk before what."
me:"then you say she good girl, go out with me so many times say i lazy girl. you win."
mom:"not i win you win uh. how much you want."

LOVE MY MOM TO THE CORE!
she said huilin(-g) is a good girl. i should i have tell her that huilin(-g) everytime bully me, and ask me cry for mercy. :(

MOOOMAAAA

mooomaaaa, eh i dont even know what's that. random.

went expo, with grandma, sis, bro and aunty. dont feel like going, because was super tired. but at home also nothing to do. so yeah, expo there's kittylab, argh, like hell, hello kitty. i messaged huilin(-g), asking why kitty is pink and not green. was damn bored, so i said to my sister, "eh here a lot of people, stay close dont go." we really stick to each other damn close, but not p2p connection. eeeee.

took mrt to paya lebar then changed bus home. while waiting bus at the bus stop, saw JQ. talked to him for awhile. he's going buffet with hungzhou, hungz good la, bo jio one.

came home, supre tired, slept. k i realised i slept alot during this holiday, i really want to get myself a job, but, lazy to find. veryyy lazy. :B meeting huilin(-g) tomorrow, going fareast, for waht i dont know. i think JQ working at ps tomorrow, shall go stalk him. HEHAHEHAHA.

OH, sylvia messaged me, from malaysia, i dont know whether i need to pay or not, but nehmind la, my mom pay, nag only. SYLVIA GOH HUI YI I DONT MISS YOU. i di siao her, say i going pasarmalam, tell her i will buy all her favourite food and eat, then she "walao you good. i come back dont find you." then i tell her to walk back. but she say she walk one week havent even reached. so i text her "then swim back la. oh ya i forgot you dont know how to swim ah, scare of water. LOL." FTW. trumpet , faster come back eh, two more days two more days. she said she's vacuuming the floor there. (?)

huilin(-g), we meet what time uh? really meet 7am uh?

fyi, that time jq dont know how to swing, dont know now he know alr not.

PLURKPLURKPLURK.

i dont know what that's about. i saw huilin(-g) and friends playing? with it. so i thought it was fun. not fun at all.

super bored. going to changi later in the morning. S called just now, win alr, say i pms, when i did nothing, win. i like chasing him off. super aunty, and naggy.

shall go to bed now. and dream of what huilin(-g) said. "may you dream of cats, pouring on you, tht goes RIAO RIAO RIAO."
K.Huilin(-g) said:
LOL
if you suay suay dream of wht i said
pls tell me
kthxbyenoted
LOL

she's crazy alr. and oh ya, i'll be meeting her at 7am on wednesday, go fareast. 7am, quite impossible lol.

k i go sleep alr. if i really dream of that cat dream, i'll wake up straight and text huilin(-g)
goodnight earth.

It's a lie, kept inside.

bored ttm. i wish there's school tomorrow. :(

went running just now with sis and bro. had htht with sister. she so hum can, i only tell her dont anyhow talk to guys online, because she like blur blur one, confirm tio scam one. i told her like months ago, then today she told me, she's not contacting that guy alr. that guy threatened to jump down, k, i will read the newspaper everyday, see you. and my sis also veh loser one, she said she felt guilty ==. no brain girl.

roberttmk. wow, BIG FAMILYYYYYYY UH. lmao.

bored derob bored derob bored derob bored derob bored derob bored derob b-o-r-e-d.

my bangzx's growing. \m/

i miss sylvia, i miss huilin(-g), i miss gay, i miss schoolmates, i miss fatass. sylvia where'd you go, i miss you so, seems like it's been forever. :(((


nothing to lose, because i've already lost.

shooo bored. :( damn.

sunday, sunday. last night talked to sourman on the phone, okay i never once called him by his name, so nice. he speak like a aunty, really, like those aunty in the market. ARGH.

slept from 4am till 2pm, am still tired. sibei sian. feel like playing basketball. shall go running later with sister, or rather she accompany me, go there sit only.

i've got an emo post on livejournal. shoo sad uh. actually not really.

i like talking to myself here. damn. bye la bye la.

Afterall, he's still someone i loved.

went for svc today. after that went to cityhall, met up with huilin(-g), walked over to convention centre, go stalk JQ work, wanted to ask him go lunch together, but saturday, busy. there's cos play there, k i dont want anime.

huilin(-g) lunched at BK, after she's done with her lunch, we went to subway for my lunch. then went back to convention centre look for JQ, he asked huilin(-g) to buy scooter, huilin(-g) have one at home. so i told huilin next time i go her house play. \m/

went over to bugis after that, find moh at her workplace. arghdsfnaghf. k the manager very crazy. sat there, talk to moh awhile, then went bugis street walk, wanted to find jeslin, but dont know where she work at, only know somewhere inside the street.

accompanied huilin(-g) mrt back to payalebar. then bus 135 home. saw sylvia on the way home. will rmb her pretty face till i see her again. ehhh, lol. on the way to the 135 bus stop, was talking to huilin(-g) about some stuff, then dont know why link to sourman, "okay let's take it as fate let us meet k." huilin(-g) said it's nonsense. hhahaa, totally. i like going out with huilin(-g), because every moment we saw something boomz, we will "okay (colour) is the new boomz." we will laugh at every little things. nice.

came home, was watching tv, saw this 17 years old guy.
mom:"silly girl, you how old ah?"
me:"ehh 3 months 3 days to 17."
mom:"huh, so old already. i thought you 12 years old only. like never grow up."
crazy alr.

:( sylvia going malaysia, 25nov then come back. sianzxzx. best thing is huilin(-g) 27 nov going back her hometown. lonely to the max. :((((

and this chao ah gua, he going HK, dont know when will come back. confirm wont miss him.

Gastric pain.

morning, 9am. played bball at srg cc with anthony, dexing, horngyih, tommy and sylvia.

after that went home to sleep, very tired. and hell, im burnt, sun burnt. lousy.

met sylvia at 4.30pm, headed over to suntec to look for jiaquan, he's working at the convention centre, sell bicycle and etc. but when we reached there, he having break, so poor thing uh 5pm havent eat lunch. lol. after his break, we went up to the hall there walk walk. see him work. got a small boy buy helmet, jq go like tap his head. == cute or pedo.

trained back to srg, nothing to do, sylvia dont want go home. so we walked arnd srg, saw jeron and jasline at bball court, thinking whether huilin will come down, called her, met her. sylvia and huilin went for prart while i went home and change, but wasted trip, didnt manage to play bball. when we went back, they leaving alr. argh.

so we three hui(s) got nothing to do. and huilin kenna some shit, so we went up to sylvia's house. tomorrow she going off to malaysia alr. 30nov then come back. siannnzxzx.

Someday, one day, i'm gonna be free and they won't try to kill me for being me

you're like diamond baby.

went joselin house for cg today, cooked fried rice, again. but this time i cook, nice uh. HAHAHA. then chit chat, the alicia, p5 girl, super cute, she blur blur , dont know anything, when im high, she thinks im fine, and she asked huixuan "why you all laugh at her. she okay what." haha, and her name also veh cool, alicia sit,sit is her surname, cool, like mine , kong is cool.

aftermath, went to amk's lan, met up with janicia, sylvia and huilin(-g). played one hour, then left for dinner at mos. after dinner, got feel to play audi again, so we went back, and played for another one hour. sylvia very dulan, because some ppl there super noisy, noiser(?) than her. she buay song, vulgarities here and there. nice, i lurb her. siannnn comp cannot play audi, go lan waste monehhh away only.

after that, we knew that sylvia want to take mrt back to srg from amk. so troublesome right. so when she go toilet, i told huilin and janicia " eh take bus better, no need walk so far. later if sylvia want take mrt, we must persevere, cannot let her win, must take bus!" so we won, we took bus back. while waiting for the bus, nothing to do, so dont know why so high. sylvia's butt= bomb. we laugh until the aunty also look at us, want join us but shy, so she only act one never laugh at us. tsk, aunty act shy only.

btw, im not crazy, nothing to do, so just laugh only. that day chalet drink jim beam alr, not seh, is super high, so i just kept laughing non stop. just for laugh. nehzzz, wahtever.


sylvia dont want show you guys her bangzxzx, come come, i veh good, i go edit.

my bro saw this,
him:"wa you draw one ah."
me:"hahaha you see. ncie uh."
him:" HA-HAHAHA-HAHAHA."
ZZ, dont know whats wrong with him.
i lurb sylvia goh huiiiiyii.
i kind of miss fat-ass. :(

i lurb fat ass(s) still.

despice you.

how did you get there?

arghhhh, fml. holiday sux, sux to the max.

slept at 5am , woke up at 4pm, sat at the sofa, felt damn restless, so i went back to sleep at 6pm, and woke up next at 9pm to watch tv. SUPER NO LIFE! i think i really need a job. monehhhh.

tmr they going lan, cgcgcg, im going for cg. then mayb going sk play bball. kns. ppl know alr. ps sia.

another dream wasted on you.

Don't cry.

met huilin just now. went central N&B, then walked back to blk 303 void deck, sat there and talked. saw D,D,B and kj. talked awhile, then went up to J & J's house, ehhh lol. left arnd 2++am. went 7-11, then talk talk, huilin sent me home. dont cry. sylvia gave a :( awww. lol.

im at home. i dont know what to do later. sianzzz. shall go job hunting soon. butttt, super lazy sia.

to: huilin(-g) ,
dont cry, dont be upset. lin(+g) love, lin(+g) sayang.
muack muack, ehhhh yuckzz.

your love,
huilin(+g) :B
(== dont know how long never use the word "muack" alr. yuckx to the max._.)

thanks john.

so damn attractive. forever.

BACK! :B

class chalet was a good one. had fun, laughter and addiction. will get over it soon.

first day, 15 nov. was suppose to meet huilin, janicia and jiongrui at 11.15am, so i woke up at 9.30am, on the tv, doraemon is still available. so i prepared and everything. met there at the mrt there that bus stop. took 58 to pasir ris, then . 354 to the resort. long bus trip. like.

we need hungzhou to check in, but his mom's car broke down on the high way. kk, after checked in, waited for almost everyone to be here. then we went cycling, visit the horse again, they just want to see his penis. ==. and also, played twister in between.

night, many ppl came, had bbq, smoky. drink the jim beam, nothing to mix, so we drink pure one. everyone drink a little, for our friendship +result. hungzhou, drink bacardi also can drunk one. robert seh diao, he cant walk in straightline, then he keep saying he want to go eat, hungry. he went out the chalet room for awhile, then came back in, grab his towel, and went to the toilet, to bath. ivan and hungz took coin to open up his door, they saw his butt. hahahah.

second day,16nov + third day. went home in the morning, because super chui, so i went home to sleep. and went back in the afternoon. oh, they played indian poker, kevin lost like three times? ppl ask him to change he dont change, ppl ask him to dont change he change. so he's forfie was to call wb, and borrow 500 bux. kevin was very straight forward, just call and ask for 500bux. they said his reply was "fuck you, you playing true or dare is it." haha.

so had bbq the second night too, because there's leftover. mr lam dropped by, we asked him to fetch ivan. he asked us to call him elky. okay, he's nice, he's sick, still he came, because gee tat called him and pester him, but when he came, gee tat went home alr. cheated. so the class entertain him, tallked about ehh adult stuff? lol can.

many ppl left, only 12 stayed on the second night. sylvia, huilin, john, jiaquan, kevin, robert, ivan, gideon, helin, wayne, hungzhou + me. we drink the corona john bought, and the vodka 100 chenyee brought over. then we played police, murderer and victims. lol, super funny, me adn kevin both murderer, then we winked at each other. lol. and there was one time jiaquan and i murderer, i dont know how to wink, he killed everyone, killing spree. played r-o-c-k, john and his underwear. HAHA. laugh like mad. oh and they did toupok on the bed, spoilt the bed. win.

some slept, some didnt. jq, hungzhou, helin never sleep. they played with the left over potato, they stuff it into ppl's bag, and pocket. nothing to do. and after that everyone slept, hungzhou snored very loud. robert, ivan and helin went off first. waited for everyone to wake up, check out, and faster zao alr, because the bed is spoilt. took 58 back to srg with hungz and sylvia.

reached home, bathed and slept from 1pm to 8pm. super shiok.

robert act cute only.

john havent upload the picz. :(

kk, go bath then go find huilin alr, she's bored at J's house. k bye.

17 nov, 6.33am everything.

bye ass.

going pack my bag nao, sylvia ans huilin dont wanna share shampoo with me. ARGHHH. troublesome.
and i have two packs now, if my mom see my bag, gg.

pray hard that mom will give me extra cash. i think she will la. she will she will. wait for her ask me off comp, then i off can alr, act guai abit. hahahaha!

sian neh.

ABCDExcited.

went for svc this afternoon, suppose to go at 11 for the ministry thing, but, super tired, so went back to sleep and went for svc at 12. was late, because tua pai president or whoever block the road. had small meeting after svc, :/ restructure, rachel went over to hihs alr, no more strawberry hater. still got ruiyong bestfriend, he's my bestfriend, lol .

after that went off first, met huilin at ps. walked arnd, bought her balls, then went over to vivo to meet sylvia. on the way to ps,
did this face to huilin, she will laugh whenever she see this. so might as well set as her phone wallpaper.

sylvia very slowwwww, so while waiting for her,

credits goes to huilin, she said this is nice. see long alr, siannnzxzx alr.

had subway for lunch, after that sylvia's sis joined us, went toy r us, bought twister, looks fun, but i think i just stand at the side laugh at ppl only. i very nice one, let them play.

then saw the whatever wannabe band playing, actually it's a joke la, everyone was laughing at them, kind of freak out by them, irritating can. then they give the face, that crazy people face. :s hell .

left vivo with huilin first, went over to skcc.

on the way, we saw this two, "bestfriend(?)" hungzhou's favourite. dont know what they doing also. :@ arghh.

skcc, asked jerad help us buy thing. paiseh can, huilin go tell Jerad that the ys thing . then jerad was like "ys at bball court eh." == kuah huilin im gonna rape you tomorrow at chalet!

chalet chalet. havent pack bag yet. lazy. and i need to meet huilin and janicia 11.15 sharp at the mrt there. so early, confirm cannot wake up one.

no turning back.

met huilin and friends at skcc, because it's raining, and skcc got half indoor court. but still, no court available. so we waited till the rain stopped, walked to 299, quite far from compass. played bball with huilin's friends. happy only. :)

mom let me use the comp till the light is off. meaning when she go up i need to go bed. well, it's better to listen to her now, if not chalet no money.

watching hotshot, watch until cry. hahahah. 14.

wednesday, went lan with sis and bro, played audi with huilin, huiming and janicia. halfway saw a guy walk past, look like ivan, but the hair super nice one. okay he's ivan, with robert. they di siao siao only. ass.

thursday, went suntec with sylvia and moh, went toy r us to look for twister, but in the end didnt buy, because shaobin ask us to go ps see the sex game shop. so we went over to ps, had breakfast/lunch/dinner at justacia. went to the sex game shop after that, all the games there, nothing suitable for the class chalet, all sex... eh.

accompanied moh waited for her bus, then trained over to sengkang, met huilin. went over to skcc to meet her friends, then played bball there. didnt have the time to go home and change, so i wore long sleeve shirt to play bball, super hot. that guy really look like him, but huilin say he more handsome than him, eh, bwg. oh btw, huilin fringe is ____ bangzxzx. then the jeron kept saying "huilin got retarded hairstyle." okay waht, i think she look like a small girl. :( i want my hair back.

later going play bball at sengkang again. then sunday will be chalet. :B

wtf cb, sleep on the sofa alr wake up kpkb. WTF when can she stop this cb. fcuk up mom. watch show also cannot, not like i watch porn. cheebye. also fcuk up dula la nabei.

[Sylviaaa!][<3][4n1'o9][] says:
*4n1'o9]- I HATE ANTHONY WONG SI JI AND KONGHUILINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

'Ant-hony says:
*u organise la huh

Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*dont cannot find your clothes ah

'Ant-hony says:
*ooooooooiiiii
*lol

Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*hate me for w2aht lol

'Ant-hony says:
*ya la

Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*i say you not moving house only lol

'Ant-hony says:
*hahaha

Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*anthony say you move house one, hate him, hate him.

'Ant-hony says:
*oiiii
*u this
*Hui Ling unfresh milk!
*xp

[Sylviaaa!][<3][4n1'o9][] says:
*lol
*you say he sing you can go ro not : (

Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*you this...i tell you i post your wear specs photo on fb then tag everyone then you know

[Sylviaaa!][<3][4n1'o9][] says:
*LOL

'Ant-hony says:
*okokok
*wth
*u........
*argh1

____

not sad already. happy. :B

can watch hotshot already. \m/

Sad. real sad. im not smiling anymore, today.

chinese O level today, the paper was crap. i dont even know what i was doing. i finished paper one at 9.15am, 50 minutes to sleep, look around. i finished paper two at 11.55am, 20 minutes to sleep. i really dont know waht i was doing. paper was okay though, not that difficult, not that easy.

after paper, went opposite school for breakfast/lunch/dinner. after that sylvia, huilin, janicia and jiongrui came to my house. i insist on bathing, so they had to wait for me before heading to amk hub for movie.

sylvia goh did this, from ytd till now, they keep fail me. ass. even before chinese paper start, huilin look at me and "FAIL!" no i will PASS!

before leaving house, i saw something. man, the watch, someone did it. was sad for a while, like a few minutes, i thought im alright.

so headed over to amk, watched jennifer's body. they said it's supposingly a m18 show, but they cut off some part, so becamse nc16, jiongrui go see megan fox only, and megan fox stripe, can see cleavage only. the whole show is basically about, megan fox, became a demon, then go arnd eating human flesh, and vomit black stuff out. and in the end, the bestfriend killed her, because she killed the bestfriend's bf. got some funny part too.

after movie, headed over to bishan to get janicia's dvd.

aftermath came back to srg, went over to jooseng to find boolingyeow. he was singing there alone, how lonely. met him got the hotshot disc, but somehow the comp cant open the file. nice.

came home, mom brought up the topic again, that watch. she kept asking who i brought home that day, i got really pissed, then i shouted at her. F was not happy, well he shouted like a dog. i dont even know what he was shouting or whatsoever. after he shouted, mom and i look at each other and give the wahtever face, best.

okay, im such a loser, i cried for that watch, yes that watch, i've got over him like srsly, serious this time. that watch is just memories, i know , such a loser. huimin said get the strap replace, it wont be the same. i will just put that watch aside after today. whoever did that, spoilt that watch, i thank you for doing that. really.

felt a little tired now, after crying. im felt dumb now. i'll be fine, i'll be fine after today, i'll be fine from tomorrow onwards.

goodbye.

your hair look like mushroom. \m/

Look at you.

woke up, nothing to do, bored like hell, stone in front of the comp.

then huilin talk to me on msn saying she feel like eating pepper lunch. so yes, met her on the bus and went amk for pepper lunch. walked around amk, then nothing to do, so we went to lan. nobody L4d, so played audi with huilin. super funny. huilin keep looking at my screen. okay, we laugh a lot. like crazy girl, she, not me.

after lan, waited for robert, while waiting for robert, saw lingyeow, his hair now not bangs already, nicer la. haha. im getting the hotshot disc from him tomorrow. he asked i want porn dvd not, == i dont watch porn i really dont. clement want, clement want to buy porn dvd. robert, very slow, so we met him at srg mac instead.

act cute only.

accompanied him for dinner. then went home.

tomorrow, chinese o level. going school early. that jiaquan, ass, last minute say want the old electric dictionary, i ask around for him, but dont have, my sis kind enough to exchange with him. so tomorrow need to go pass him my sister's and pass my sister his one. and i need to go to class to get mr kevin ong's dictionary. nice. im a good person. oh and i still need to give cy morning call. lol.

need to sleep early today. how to wake up at 6.30 tomorrow?

Derob.

- W.J - says:
*buti ballesss
Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*huh, can you say that again?
- W.J - says:
*i ball - less
Huilin(+g) , as you wish. says:
*HAHAHHA OKAY i forgive you.
- W.J - says:
*tsKK
*ifat liao

:( i miss my hair, i chopped off my fringe, give me back my fringe. sylvia look like a helmet now. :B

i saw a pot of potato porridge on the table ytd morning, then it reminds me of someone, he owe me potato porridge. arghh, loser, forever.

class chalet, class chalet. 6 more days. excited excited. :D

Blind.

kind of miss perth. :(

went for svc in the afternoon, was late.
le meridien , chitchat, laughed, tired. nice day. :)
CL got meeting, nothing to do, trained home with wan ting.


never thought that i was blind.

I miss the smiles, i miss the laughs.

morning not feeling well, felt super cold, felt like vomiting.

next woke up at 12+pm, took panadol, then sat infront of the tv continue watch the forensic heroes. ending soon, 4 more episode. then after that, will get the hotshot disc from lingyeow, watch from channel u very slow.

met sylvia, accompanied her for her lunch. then went back for school, supposingly for chinese, but mr ng isn't free. busy with CO stuff. so sylvia played chinese chess with gideon, well, i dont know what they doing, never play chinese chess before, in my whole life, dont know how to. but sylvia at least better than me, know how to play, kept say "i wont win one i wont win one." very humble right. she really never win. only like 5 minutes past, she left three chess only. then she kept saying "dont eat my chess ." haha, funny.

look at gideon's face, " so easy to win her."

gideon is really funny, his chinese, bring joy to people, eh yes, brought laughter too.

second day of chinese lesson, he was doing chinese half way, then he told mr ng "huang lao shi, wo yao qu toilet, wo hen JI(squeezy)." he pronounced off tune or something. then john, jiaquan, kevin and i look at each other and laugh. even mr ng laugh.

he wrote a compo, he dont know how to write cut Q in chinese, so he wrote "dao Q" no link also. lol.

after sylvia finished with her chess thing, went library, use comp, played icy tower. finally earned enough money for the disco tower, and i win sylvia! weehoo! went play pingpong awhile, fun la, but when need to pick up pingpong ball, sian la.

went bishan, sylvia bought her slipper, then had dinner at pizzahut with her sister. her sis speak too fast, pronounced "smile" as "smell". yea, they never "smell" to us ah sylvia. LOL. still got one more word, but i forgot already.

sylvia took my phone and did this, nice. :B

Take me back to all those times that we knew back before,

When we were running we were playing when we still knew nothing more.

Arghh shit feeling.

am feeling super not good now. dizzy, headache, gastric pain and my kneecap still hurts. damnit.

met sylvia for brunch first, then went back to school for chinese. tomorrow still going back, super sian of chinese alr. better clear it this year. Dl.

my mother= mood spoiler. nbccb.

it's never meant to be anyway.

Twothree.

woke up at 1pm, ate prata for brunch. sat in front of the tv , watched the hongkong drama, forensic heroes, quite nice. i like to see how they solve all those cases.

met sylvia, accompanied her for lunch. aftermath went back to school for chinese. did letter writing. i dont know why, whenever i write chinese compo i will feel kind of nervous, i will write super fast, missing out all the points. damn.

after that, we sat outside the classroom, leaving mr ng inside, marking the compos. then we talked about chalet, how unsuccessful it is. so we mayb going ton over at east coast, fishing, relax. jiaquan said "we dont need follow the trend one what, dont need chalet." we will see how things goes.


Giddy heartzxzxz mister yellow?

another gay. gaydeon. \m/

FUSSY NB.

suppose to go back to school at 9am, set alarm 8am, but was too tired, so i turned it off, and actually decided not to go back to school. so i continued to sleep. 9.50am, got a phone call from JQ, the phone vibrating under my pillow, so i thought what, i threw the pillow off, then i realise that my phone is inside, commit suicide. answered his call, "come to school now, faster faster." got off the bed, prepared and rush to school. nice. ;)

well, i shouldnt have went, because i go there sit there, help him think only. got chinese dictionary dont know how to use, ask me write. win win win. that's for morning.

breakfast/lunch opposite school, then went home to get report book, sat in front to the tv watch show for awhile then went back to school for second session of chinese. did a 3 page chinese compo, contented.

met huilin, went home to change, then bhcc play bball with her friends, j, d,d, and that guy who look like a girl. when i thold huilin that, we both laughed, because he really look like. played till 8+pm, bought hello panda and pink dolphine. sent huilin off , home.

tomorrow going back school for chinese again, i doubt i will go back for the morning session, so early, 8.30am, wont be able to wake up either. 10 nov chinese paper, i want A1! say say only.


there's something special about you.

Basking in bliss.

went to visit grandmother today. this year second time visit her, the last time was chinese new year. the maid still the same, people scold her, stand there smile only. everytime walk past her, she smiled at me. then when we were about to leave, she ran out of the kitchen, stand by the door and wave goodbye to us. cute ah. HAHA

went NP to have breakfast/lunch/dinner. bought a everlast slipper.

my mom, she's awesome. :)