sian arh..
today go pray pray..guess wat i pray for...??
haha...
so obvious la...
2n1 gt frinedster le wor..haha..
who make de arh..??
LOL
erm...
today is andy birthday wor..
woohoo..






HAPPY BURFDAY ANDY!!!!

sometimes i tink i dun really live in this world..
day and day..it is making me sick...
i dun feel like living...
god may i know when m i going to leave this fucking world.??
can i just dun care abt anything and leave whenever i like...??
why cant this world just have peace and no quarrelling..??
why cant this world have no hurts...??
why cant this world have no...no everything tt will cause hurts to human..??




CAN I KNOW...WHEN CAN I LEAVE THIS ANTI-PEACE WORLD???

lol today i so guai lor..
aft the enrichment course then go hm le..
haha...
sian arh.
i rather nth happen la...
make me so sad..
make me think of it the whole night..
make my life so miserable...
haiz..sobbed..
missing him..

so sian arh..is he angry with me...??
knn you dare say you nv ask me to take arh...
is nt all your fault and all my fualt la...then you tell him i take one..you cnt say is you call me take one arh...
erm...today actually wanna play bball de..but raining den sadsad...gt so wet la...and so....
HAIZ...georgie nv go sch i so sian arh...two day le wor..i gt help her tell ulric something wor..haha...sadded...
i tried very hard to study le lor..but you all keep saying i nv study wtf..you all dunno me de lor....
i hate you all la...
so piss off by HIM...nt the him la...
HAHA

today nv go ssp..haha...slacker marh...
wahlao kp so much for wat..you want talk bad abt me tok in front of me la..i hate ppl that so hum ji de la..want talk bad abt me then come in front of me say la...share la..knn..so kp for wat...jealous then you say la...fucker...talk bad also talk in the toilet..toilet your home arh...
small kid la you all...so erxin...chao chee bye...dun let me see your fucking face again arh....
CHAO CHEE BYE face...

LOL..today go sch with my new retarded bag..haha..i regret buying the bag la..it make me look more retarded lor..haha
go J8 de pastamania eat aft sch..wah so shiok lor...eat until so full LOL...someone nv go haha so sad..
sian arh...today someone diao me...fucker la her...si pu bor...KNN..she so erxin la...mother father...
iHATE HER..
erm...you all keep quiet lerh..i wan my 2 merit points de lerh...
if you all keep quiet i confirm can get de lor..
lol..
stupid sylvia..ask me take his bag de...then in the end become i take only...bitch la...
everthing i take de...
whatever lor...

today gt detention becos of the defiance thingy....sian arh...
LOL...dao kia doesnt know i so guai de merh..??
tmr sci test..
haha...
should i study..??
i must be guaiguai de..
so i should study..
i needa study the whole bk lor..
cos this year nv even study until one chapter..
lol..
but i m nt a slacker lor...
erm...yeah tmr gng bugis...huimin and hungzhou buy wallet for me lerh..
so happy..

today grandpapa b'day...
lol..
so happy..
eating buffet at home..
haha..
sian..today fight with sis...so wat hor...xi guan then okay le lor..
haha...sister told me so many secret...hahaha....all abt someone de...
i dun really care abt her la..but so interesting de lor..how i wish i can share with someone..but..i m not a pow toe kia lor..
haha

haha..today go SBR for earth day thingy..wow..we save 120 plantation wor..
2n1 rawks..
he so cute..
i see him so happy i also happy...
haha..very tired arh...
how i wish i can be with him...
lol
but i dun tink can la...impossible love..
we save the wor..
2n1 to the rescue..wahhahaha..
haiz..today wake up too late..nv go 7 evelen buy milk drink...i mkiss my vitasoy..
lol..
i feel so sian without my vitasoy..
lol

so gay..

..lol..
today ah boy go use sylvia bag..he carry here carry there..lol..
walk like gay lidat so cute la..
me and sykvia laugh until stomach pain arh..lol
sian arh..
he dun live in my wprld anymore..this time i really xiang tong le....
he and athena more pei la...two...
lol..
dun wanna say them...so yuckky la...
me very dote sylvia de okay..dun play play la..
lol
sylvia i love you...
can you be my stead...
lol..
no la..
how could i love sylvia..
i had one person in my heart le la..
i shouldnt have give up him den go find the..jerk..
he make me happy everyday....
i see him everyday in sch that enough le..i dun ask for more...i admire him lots...

i hate myself..i hate him lots...i dunno wat he or me is tinking...i really very fun now...my heart hurts alot....
i feel like ending my life now.......
i dun tink i live in this world...
god pls take me away....
take me to a place where there is nothing...
no relationship..
no admiring..
no boys..
no everything..
i hate living on..
can anyone help me end my life..
i dun tink i even have the mood to study for the mid-year exams la..
hope he study la..
my heart hurts alott......18 march 2007

regretted..so??

who call you always make my heart ache arh..i tink it is very hard to believe in you this time...you regretted also too late arh...you also gt stead le...den now you blame yourself..izzit too late le huh??
who call you nv cherish me last time..i wont believe you this time...or can say is very hard la...still ask me whether i will jio you back marh...do i look like i care....now den you know i treat you good last time arh....uncle isn't it abit late le....i still like you de lor...but you...nvm...

today is the 1year 1month 2 day i know him le..so long le la..haha...friend la...we are forever friends..lol...so sian sian arh...hope he will treat her good lor..and hope she will pei him more lor...hope theirs will be a everlasting de la..
hope to receive their wedding invitation soon la..
haha

haha..today gt detention cos nv do the ipw project..miss ow very chio lerh..i see her long le den she very chio lor..lol..
write 4 times lerh..
now my hand vey pain le...stupid rubber tree la.. kpkp...no wonder cant find husband la...lol...
rubber can stretch..lol..i bet she can stretch very very very big arh...
ryan pangseh me...say play bball then play awhile go hm le..without telling me...i hate him la...i hate the GGL alos...sylvia hate him too...gt stead big arh...fuck him la...guai lan kia...i swear i wont tok to him forever lor..until MIRACLES happens lor..
he today ask me whether need him send me hm marh...pls larh..he gt stead de lerh...if ppl see us..wat will ppl tink so of cos nv la...i tink i m really in love with him...
i miss him..i miss the days...how i wish time can turn back....but i m not suppose to love him...ha gt stead le lerh...i dun like his girlfriend lor...
i hate myself..

sian today is i know him de 1 year and 1 month..
see i still rmb lerh..
i will also rmb how he treat me de...so i wont make mistake again le..i always ask myself to forget him..but in the end...did i???
wahlao huimin buy tasmania for sylvia...big big de lerh..
49.90 lor..den i just want a present 39.90 ask she and hungzhou share she dun wan..fuck la...

sian arh...how lerh..i now like havent foget him lerh...him la..fuck off my mind la...i dunno i still like him marh...today in sch see him play bball..i dun wan play liao le lorh..dunno why lerh..
ytd tok to him then sleep very late so not enough sleep now headache arh..
also dunno he really dislike her so much marh..so he jiao weo de...he bear to treat her lidat de merh..lol..
i dun believe him anyone..he is not trustworthy at all la.....
i now belong to myself..

not enough sleep arh..

sian sian...
today go pray pray..
not enough sleep..
miss my doreamon show...
so smoky there...
gt mosquito..
sian arh.
headache arh.

he dun live in my world anymore..he is a jerk..i hate him damn lots..i had found my PRINCE..omg HE IS SO CHARMING LA...he is my everything...