Wednesday, April 30, 2008

boring day. :(

had english paper TWO, i thought i will have no enough time for the paper cause when its left with 40 minutes i havent start with my summary yet, but in the end i still manage to complete on the dot, actually not on the dot la, i still have time to look around & sleep ;] yup so english exam done ;] *clap your hand dude.

then had SS exam in the hall, i sit beside huijuan ;] i think SS quite easy leh think i anyhow do thats why think easy, loll. people no enough time to complete the paper, i complete le still got time talk to huimin one. hahaaa. fun. so huijuan SS is fun!

went huimin's house, help-ed her bro order the pastamania, then need at least 10 dollar mah so huimn asked me order garlic bread and coke. then i was like :" i want one garlic bread and water" huimin laugh luagh laugh funny meh? but i think i quite stupid to say i want order water. that person will think that huimin house no water meh. lmao. audi-ed with vivien and huimin, waaaaaa vivien very very prooooooo ah!!!! she just start playing only can win me le eh! i'm a loser ;[ ;]loll.

home-ed very very early, reach home only 7.50 only. hohoho boring day.





OHYAAAAA happy belated birthday ANDY LIU WEI JIE!! grow up soon.;]
as usual me and lame huimin went opp school to buy cake to smash andy face, then he was like WTF!!!!!!!
haha, anyway hope your birthday day wishesssss will come true.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

[[edited]] ;]

back home! suck-iest place.

went study at bishan library with hungz, kevin, alfie, john, *, huimin and shaobin.
talk talk talk talk....
havent really study, think i later need to chiong already.
think john is right, withdraw-er? dont know how you spell la. mayb i'm a person that like to withdraw myself from someone. hais whatever la, just forget about the past and live on happily man. since someone out there is already so happy, feel happy for whoever he is:)

took bus 58 home, there is one girl at her 2Os, damn fcuk sia she, she was like taking pictures of her fren who is couple, then she take until damn serious la, like the bus inside very dark then she say the bus very dark, she no flash one meh. then the bus shake alil only she ask the bus driver go die, wth la. she really very kua zhang la. then went i get off the bus i was like :" cheebye tiam la!" then she look at me like she do nothing wrong. no manner man!

saw sylvia.

home-ed

i thought i lost SS textbook, then i search the whole house. then i called huimin she say mayb shaobin take, msg shaobin, then he replied: ya see i so helpful help you take book back haha.
ya so i can only study my notes. gone man.

and to whoever you called yourself my mum. i only tell you your that shoe got offer right? then you say give me money help you buy! please la this only shows that you dont even care that i'm having my mid year exam! i jsut ask you to talk to my hand, i'm not being rude can so SHUT THE FUCK UP! dont force me, dont try me. mayb sometimes you trying to act cute la but you aint cute, how old liao! childish.


THE END ;]

Monday, April 28, 2008

NOT IN THE MODD FOR ANYTHING MAN, I THINK I GONNA FAIL TOMORROW CHINESE!

I FCUKING FCUKED UP LA, CANT YOU JUST SHUT THE FCUK UP, THANKS FOR CARING OH WHATEVER.

I JUST VERY FCUKED UP LA, I'M ALREADY VERY FCUKED UP,M AND YOU JUST FCUKED MY LIFE UP MORE YA JUST BECOS OF THE "LOVE" LETTER. I THINK I WILL ALWAYS KEEP IT MAN, I WILL READ IT EVERYDAY, I WILL KEEP THINKING HOW YOU TREAT ME JUST LIKE A TOY MAN. I CANT STAND THIS TYPE OF THING SERIOUSLY, I JUST FEEL LIKE A TOY PASSING AROUND CAN. WHEN I SAD, YOU'RE THE ONE THERE FOR ME BUT NEVERMIND SINCE YOU WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE THAT THEN GO ON MAN.

I PAID YOU THE THING I OWE YOU, IF THERES ANYMORE JUST TELL ME, I WANT TO CLEAR EVERYTHING MAN. I JUST FEEL LIKE A TOY, PASSING AROUND UNDERSTAND!

I'M VERY FCUKED UP NOW, NAGGING, FCUK FRENSHIP. DIE BETTER LA CHEEBYE!
and whenever i say until my phone, that mother fcuker at home will just fcuked me up, what wrong with the phone, as if you nv contact me like that shut the fcuk up man.

i just feel that i no longer belong to this world man, i'm so lousy, i'm always a loser, failure! sucker for life man. take me away god. i fcuking cant stand it already. i'm just that cry sucker! i just feel hell.


to whoever that read this, i dont care what you tell whoever man. just stop being a nosey, this is my life man, i want do what then do waht. no happy ask my parent to kill me la, anyway i dont feel like living already. i jut cant sort things out, I'M JUST THE LOSER! i'm not being emo or whatever man. FCUKED UP LIFE!

Sunday, April 27, 2008

yozxzxzx all human, i'm feeling abit low today. );



went bishan library very early, 10 plus we reached there already. then talk talk talk until not in the study mode, so we continue talk talk talk, its nice to say everything out actually:) then lunch we decide very long then in the end still went pizzahut to eat yummyyyyyyy:) saw jayjay dont know where he going, he say he going j8=.= funny. after eating went back library chidren corner talk talk. so basically today is talk talk only, loll.



walk-ed around j8, see people play arcade, home-ed.


just pass everyday without knowing what i'm doing. how i wish i bang my head then can forget everything, then live happily ever after ;-)

iloveyou

Saturday, April 26, 2008

went study with sylvia, vivien & wanjing. i finally read through the chemistry chapter 1 to 6 already:) and complete section A of the test paper :) hmmm, saw johner & co at bishan library. study for like 6 hoours today, tired.

went dinner then took bus 58 back to srg. saw a car & bicycle accident. the one who riding the bicycle is a indian, then he wearing some dark colour shirt, then a car bangggggg. stupid la shoudl wear bright colour shirt right, so dark who can see you sia. sylvia i not racist yea! hahas.

home-ed around 8.30.

then mum was like commenting my frens, then i gu yi sing the song loud loud. like so waht la, you cant blacklist the person by looking at her look right? is my fren i know who is good and who is bad. dont like my friend then your backside la, i like can le mah. shutup please.

anyone want go study tomorrow? and some one help me with my physics please! thankyou.

Friday, April 25, 2008

woohoo TGIF!

very fan in school man, i study halfway can fan until sleep one. exam is like coming, but i'm still not getting there yet. my science & humans really cannot make it la, others still can la. i desperate for help for my sciences and humans man!

after school went ncd with huimin & co. then accompanied sylvia to amk hub, wtf she bluff us la waste my time man. then back to school study maths, thanks for teaching us. :)

we left school like 7 plus, then very dark lor, we on the like of every corridor, then andy go off the light accidentally. i shout like hell can. scary. the resource room 1 got green light one, shiat got ghost eh loll. then home bitter home.

alright i dont wish to blog any of my feeling out already, cause i dont think theres a need too already. FAN SI REN LE! omg i feel hell man, like as if i'm not even your friend already, thanks for your "love" letter anyway. it fcukign hurts.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

yozxzxzxz, i'm back home!

hey you mother fcuker shut the fcuk up yea, dont want then dont want la, need say so many things de mah. shut your mouth la ccb. hey MOTHER fcuker you suck big time!

yup nags from her, wtf man. she is just so cb can, so unreasonable one. let see what i will do alright. fcuked up.

school-ed, fcuk la huimin didnt go school. ass, always pangseh me one, i yesterday say until she want go then in the end never. yo huimin yo! "rocker". i go school she never go, i never go she go. @#@##@$#@%

got back chemistry test result. songbo huimin you pass with flying mr ong!!! 21/30. i loser la can i got 10.5/30. total loser man. yo konghuiling you failure for life la.

after school, art ssp just go there draw a few sketch then can go already, i think i cannot make it one la, i dont even think i can come out with the finally piece can. sucker! then went library find miss yeo cause i didnt hand in the homework which is like monday need hand in, awhile only then i go off le.

went DNT with sylvia, geetat, wanjing, andy, sylvia and me was like inside the dnt classroom, then geetat laugh like got laughing gas like that, everybody start laughing and cant stop la, then we all run out of the room lock geetat inside, ppl were like looking at us la, loll. laugh until stomach pain la.

left school like abt 6 plus, went void deck and slack. sylvia yoxzxzx hozxzxz hoxzx? hahas. i talk human language right? then i ownself laugh until like headache. sit awhile then go off already. home-ed. fcuk face yozxzxz?

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ten people i cannot live without :D
01. konghuimin-the one i spent most of my time with,eat, sleep & play with. but always quarrel one.
02.john chang-clown face always make laugh :D
03.sylvia-can share my emotional with when i quarrel with huimin.ampifier.
04.******-lalala.
05.******-yozxzxz
06.huilin-darLIN, help me with things i cannot do, my blogskin:)
07.*******-the one i can find happy, sad memories. never failed to cheered me up when i'm down.gone
08.hungzhou-teach-ed me to be strong.
09.chenyee-egg head :) loyal to jesus. lolzxzxz
10.jayjay-always dao one. but i will remember him when he die no matter what yozxz jay? hahas

yoxzxzxz dudes i love you man.:) and thanks sylvia, for taking that retarded pic of me. YA! thanks alot man.
yoy everybody, i'm back.

yeay, went for hair styling. today damn fun, learn rebond hair and perming, i perm the dummy hair until damn pek chek la keep messy one. then hair rebonding need a volunteer, then WE volunteer huimin :D good right we help huimin straighten her hair, yoy! must thanks us yoy?!

after hair styling, went opp school to eat with john & co, and sylvia & co. then slacks, slacks & slacksss. clement you damn GL! ass man. clement is a ****** yoy? hahas. he make ppl angry then come down find ppl, ya so its not that she and him together. huimin got stead le lor, clement dont be sad. must be like me, forget everything ba. yayy!

home-ed around 9 like that.

hey i think i gonna forget everything, so clement dont ever try saying out those things again yea? hahas

BYE!
yoohoo~!
today didnt go school, hmmmm, but think later will be going down to school for the hair styling thing. think i will sleep sia cause just eat medicine. the medicine got one tablet is like charcoal one la disgusting man. eeyuck!

awwww.. i suddenly miss school alot, i mean friends, not studies. bleah, studies sucks, not in the mood for that today. and tomorrow i shall start afresh, i must chiong everything already.

hmmm, so tired shall end here. miss me dudes. hahas.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

oh gosh, i'm having a super duper pain stomachache, hais.

alright, got back physic test ersult, as usual, i failed. okay, its expected one. cause i dont seems to catch any pyhsics thing mr choo teach, or mayb i talking talking talking. hias whatever it is man.

chemistry, kanghuimin so nice of you giving me attitude. then mr ong was like asking me sit on the floor, wtf i got talk during your lesson bo, i just sit there daydream nia, whats the different sitting behind and infront? still same ma, see your " handsome" face meh? wtaffffff. yup so i went damn pek chek and just walk off of class, demerit then demerit lor. and as usual natalie got chase out of class, and we chit chat at the staircase there. loll.

huimin is so retard that she actually believe that i jump off from the second storey, hohoho, you damn "cute" ah, if i jump i think i now leg break at hospital le. haha.

after school went j8 eat with huimin, then went huimin house audi, clement=.= get well soon bast. i win huimin, but think huimin win me also la.

then home-ed around 7 plus. hais stomach damn pain. i dont think going school tomorrow? mayb hais whatever.

no mood for anything now.

you're the only one that motivate me to move on, motivate me to live on & motivate me to do anything that i think its impossible. and now all those motivation all already gone. i'm sorry.

cause i dont think i'm gonna make it.





picture taken at changi airport T3, went there to study, forgot when le. hahas

Monday, April 21, 2008

kanghuimin can ou please send me the photos as soon as possible. thanks:)

alright lets blog yo! happy? sad? heartbroken? or shall i say none of them.
anyways just treat it as we are not fated to be together man, human got to learn how to let go, i trying to learn now.

broke up with huimin today, loll. cause SHE YESTERDAY WENT TPY WITH CLEMENT DIDNT TELL ME! ass man. nvm, fated la. they are fated to see each other at tpy central and go to the popular together, and let john saw them together, doing waht i don't know. loll.

I PASSED MY MATHS TEST! by 2 marks=.- but still happy la, cause is like the first time i passed my maths in TSL class. haha. so ya got 17/30. :)

had poa ssp after school, kevin and ivan was like di siao-ing hungz grandma by talking in a very ... tone. then i laugh until like..... oh ya and everyone was like talking abt natalie " skinny jean". cause...............................

went huimin house audi after poa ssp, TMD i kanna ninja again WTF. then i almost! ALMOST win clement. mayb one day i will la. he so PRO can! me and huimin keep lose him one. whatever lor, he want cpl with huimin. nehpok la.

home-ed around 8 plus.


i need 7 for L1R4, crazy man, i think i can get 10 i happy le la.


this is life man, its fated. konghuiling let go will you! fcuk your mind up man.
- its never a right time to say goodbye.
miss you though.

Sunday, April 20, 2008

I feel like, i'm living the worst day over and over again, and i feel like the summer is leaving again. i feel like i'm living the worst day, i feel like you're gone.
farking tired.

went mandai there again today.


home-ed, then sleep till now.


farking stressed up and confused now k.

There's never a right time to say goodbye.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

met huimin this morning, went back to school. actually wanted to take textbook home one, but the classroom door locked, farkk.



then slack around school, saw don, then we pei-ed don go opposite school eat.



went back school find miss tay, help her count money. saw her boyfriend, so man leh, hahas.



then huimin went for her rehearsal thing, went home-ed.



seriously no mood to blog today, so just type anything i can think of. sorry ah.



ya huimin is a disobedient kid. lolll



promises is made to be empty.

messed up.

Friday, April 18, 2008


boring friday.

had chemistry test, which i dont know what i'm doing, the draw the cross dot diagram or whatever, i anyhow draw, want draw cirlce draw circle, want draw cross then draw cross. huimin you're a nice person, thanks for your calculator yea? if wrong i kill you eh! >:)

after school, went j8 to eat pizzahut, damn full la, cant finish everything so da bao. cab back to zhss. saw misstay, she say she hungry so give her whatever we da bao.

went library, find miss yeo, then she teach me how to do petty cash. huimin left at 4 plus, then miss yeo also go off around 4 plus. after awhile home-ed.

alright its friday, and i have no place to go. everyday at home so sian la wth! damn huimin la, disappointed man! huimin you make me so sad, hor copycat! :P FCUKING BORING. LIFE JUST SUCK BADLY, WHY GOD CREAT HUMAN FOR SIA. btw human not man made de meh? i was like telling art teacher ms vanita ytd then she laugh, for what really man made de leh. BORING BORING FAWKING BORING.

conclusion: FAWK FARK FCUK FUCKING BORING.

yea, i miss you, but i cant do anything.
my life is in a mess.............

Thursday, April 17, 2008

school-ed, huimin liar sia, say will go school in the end fever didnt go. hope you grow shorter. xP

chemistry lesson, mr ong woke me up from my lalaland la, then i asked permission to go toilet then go stiarcase there sleep, sleep halfway jiayu came, then she say she kanna kick out of the class cause she was like folding paper crane, hahas.

had maths test after school, gone. i think confirm fail one the graph i draw wrong, i dont know how to find trapezium area, so shity yea.

after test, deliver huimin's chemistry textbook to her house, then she pei-ed me go eat lunch. then after that went block 44 playground not fun one. then she went camp outside his house, then waited for him to come back then think she gave him a shock, cause huimin say he jumped up. hahas funny.

went back huimin house, played audi, wth huimin ninja me la fcuking noob! you win lor huimin, ass. huimin today damn lack one, like robot like that de slow slow one. huimin tomorrow go school eh, damn boring eh. miss you hahas<3 eeyerrrr my hair stands man. :D

home-ed at around 7.20pm, the bus damn long la, then reached home 8 plus.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008







went super low and fcuked up today.

hey please la, you monitor i scare izzit? i dont care expel or what la, but please lor, you really very guai lan la, you can shout i cannot ah? monitor also human right. i not cry becos of you la, please la, i angry until damn fcuking fucked up then tears come out one la, ccb fcuk face! ask your bro come la, no balls ah, your bro gold hair so what, i think black is nicer la. so ya shut your mouth nobody like you yea.

had hair styling course after school, waited for huimin to cab down then the bus amost went off without us can. thanks to you eh. conclusion, the hair styling thing just sucks, ppl who never go good for you all, we just go there and cut the dummy hair, then for guy hair i cut V one, but in the end cut wrong, the behind botak already, ahhas. very tiring, and yes boring. helin went elmo-ing cos too bored already, very tired no chair sit one. hungz you win lor, sick then never go, anyway from next lesson onwards i think the boys all pon-ing already la.

after the stupid thing, ate dinner opposite school with ivan, john, kevin, murzainy, alfie, helin, huimin. saw hongjie, think he pon school again la, then go buy mc one. hahas. alfie treat us snapple cos he picked up a cashcard. hahas. buy finish water then home-ed.

tomorrow emaths test, die la. i dont care must pass. headache.





I really don't feel the way I once felt about you, And i never thought i would see the day we grew apart.
darling i love you.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008




































wow alot pictures yea? hahas. clement surprise not see your picture here? eh, some is today take one some is SDC take one. huilin emo and john kuku hahas.
had debate session for assembly, 5n vs 4e. of cos is 4e win one la cos they preposition? ma. everybody tio shot by martin la, i mean those who asked question. he got the best speaker thingy, hahas. i think death sentence important la, cos like do crime then die lor, serve the person right mah, jay emo is not a crime isn't? hahas.

had 2.4km run at punggol park today after school, came home to changed first, then meet sylvia & co outside school there. i was like hiring cab then miss ow walk out, then we were like cab cab cab. lolll.

reached there, take the tag, then RUN! omg everybody run like mad can. then me and sylvia was like chiong-ing la, then i forgot about huimin le, i turn back then she dont know go where le. then they say she and wanjing never run. hahas huimin got ppl pei you retest already. i run until my eye vision turn half black la, scary. run until so tired only get 25 position, so lousy man. first in class was jiaquan, congrats.

after 2.4km run, took 80 to hougang mall, caught in the rain, then now headache, keep sneezing. went long john to eat. then toilet to slack, nice place huh? hahas. took lots of pics, huilin will be uploading it, so ya going grab from her LJ. :)

took mrt back to srg, meet sis opp mac, bought cake and a bag for mum, think she doesnt know, so ya its a surprise :)

happy birthday mum, old le wor, dont act cute le la, lolll.

hais my head damn pain now, go play viwawa then sleep le la, bye.



darkness, scare.

Monday, April 14, 2008

school-ed.

i got 33/50 for my chinese test 3, sort of disappointed la.

after school, went upper srg to buy PE t shirt, then walk around, wait for time to pass.
huimin bought rose for me, thanks dar. :) oh ya tian sheng went with us one, but when we waiting for cab to punggol park he took bus 82 back to interchange saying that he is going for his cca, but in the end he msg me say he didnt went for cca. lolll.

reach punggol park helped out with the duty thing, wow johner got 1st in 4n1 i think less than 10 sec. congrats then. oh ya, who in 4n1 take tag 30 very suay because before that got ppl from 5n take that tag and he vomit on the tag, disgusting right? hahas.

after finish duty which is everybody dismiss le, i took bus 82 back to srg and huimin took cab back! then went to n & b to eat beancurd, saw benny and chen yee there hahas benny naughty boy stupid botak with only three strands of hair, if he see this he confirm kill me but i think the percentage of him seeing this is very very very low. hahas eat finish le went home-ed.

the moment i reach home then i lao sai la, then my gastric is back, got eat nv eat also gastric. wa i dont want like march holiday like that sia, damn fcuking pain, and only can eat porridge. the feeling is like so shity, yucky and sucky man. think i go dig out the medicine then eat better, before i got to eat it permenantly. hahas.

tomorrow having 2.4 km run, sorry eh hadrian WE pangseh you huimin say sorry hahas.
i must run la i dont care, even jay can get 12 in his class, i at least must me the first 10 girl who reach there first.

think thats all, bye.

the only one i want to spend my 24/7 with. its happening again

Sunday, April 13, 2008

almost forgot to blog, haha.
i dint watch doraemon again la wth cos i cant wake up, damn tired man.
no homework for this weekend woohoo~!
haiya nothing le la boring day.




HAPPY BIRTHDYA SYLVIA GOH HUIYI!!
happy happy birthday to YOU!! hahas.
congrats your ampifier 15 watt already, shout out loud girl :D

BYE

Saturday, April 12, 2008


was like browsing for 3n pics for the class noticeboard, see our monitor, lol. i think we print his pic then pin up confirm very nice one. kevin you like hor? hahas
morning went for maths ssp from 8 to 10, ya i miss my doraemon again, nehnehpok man. after ssp went slack around the school for awhile, went huimin sectional there find her. then after that went mac to eat, with huilin. after we eat like raijn until damn big le la, then we went interchange took a bus home. saw ryan at interchange. hais no mood to blog la, wtf is wrong with me man, i dont feel myself today, just blank BLANK you know. damn tired la, think i should go take a nap.

BYE

its just becos i'm tired.

miss you

Friday, April 11, 2008

short post short post!!
cause meeting huimin go watch movie hahas.

had sylvia birthday celebration, bought her a tasmania cake, she so touched until cry la, or mayb she very sad then cry? i dont know hahas. so overall its s sucess one :)

after school had english ssp, then poa in library, then home-ed.

meeting huimin go watch movie ltr.

HEY FCUK YOU WHO YOU THINK YOU'RE ARE! AFTER CO COMEHOME KP ME LA, I DONT WANT KEEP THE BOWL CAN MAH, CCB. MONEY NIA 6 DOLLAR IF MUM GIVE ME ONE RIGHT, YOU TAKE FROM HER CANNOT IZIT? I SAY IS FOR CLASS FUND ALREADY RIGHT, NABEI CHEEBYE! SHUT YOUR FCUKING MOUTH MAN.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

damn tiring.
had pft five item, hohoho, i pass every station, so L aint you disappointed? lol
after pft went back home to take colour paper for the noticeboard, then finish up the 3 noticeboard yea! wanted dead or alive hahas diaos. home-ed after that.

got 18.5/20 for poa, so surprising can, i was like shit la net profit wrong le confirm fail man, who know i passed! woohoo, gonna pull up my socks already.

alright thats all for today, i'm damn tired to do anything now. lazy until dont wish to get up the chair la. hahas. bye.


no matter how bad things are, life still have to go on. -john chang xiang jun:)

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

alright, moodless day.
know something good and something bad.
good is good la.
then the bad is, oh man i fcuk my attitude to huimin again,
nvm if you dont forgive me cos i know its too late to apologise.
i see you erase until like very pek chek then ask you stop de mah, it not obvious anyway, sorry.

yup so the class noticeboard is done.
with help of georgina, wayne, huimin and me.
sylvia pei-ed us buy material, then she went off becos of? i dont know.
then we saw a bicycle and lorry accident, the boy on the bicycle bleeding la, then his teeth drop a few. eeeyerrrrrrrrrrrr.

so tmr will be five item test yea?
DIE MAN.

alright think thats all for today, moodless day.
bye

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

alright shall make this a short post, mum is nagging.

so today the whole sec 3s went for the stupid discovery centre thing,
which is like boring? funny? tired?

boring is becos we go there and is like nothing to one, torturing man.
then funny is becos sylvia and i was like tapping ppl shoulder when they are listening to the dont know who talking lol. and me and huimin was like fooling around, keep laughing non stop man.
tired, laugh until damn tired eh, sleep all the way from sdc to srg, ahhas.

now headache, tired.
dont feel like going school tmr man.
got history test!!
i havent yet prepare for it la, die man.

darling is sick, get well soon.
eat more medicine la, sleep more.

Talk to me softly,There's something in your eyes, Don't hang your head in sorrow, And please don't cry. Give me a whisper, And give me a sigh. Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye. Don't you take it so hard now, And please don't take it so bad. I'll still be thinking of you, And the times we had, baby

Monday, April 7, 2008

FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP FUCKED UP

#%#%$%#%^
fcuked up.
i like say fcuked up so many times le la.
think got 50 times?
haiya cant stand it man.

from this i learn that i cant trust anyone, and doesnt mean that if you and your best friend is alone at the swing you can tell her everything, really damn disappointed can. i also learn that i should keep everything inside me and not tell anyone cos i wont say it out. if i do i will THINK first before saying it out. this is a very GOOD and DISAPPOINTED lesson in life man.
sorry to say that you really let me down.
and stop saying its the first and the last time you betray me. that wont help, it really hurt lots inside can. sorry if i ignore you in class or whatever, but i really need time to calm myself down, i dont want to shout at you understand. dont want to see you cry. and please dont let sylvia take care of me, you should know who i need the most yea? you should learn to use your brain la, big girl le leh, learn to eat ice cream too la.
haiya dont know la, very upset la.

alright shall start blogging nicely.

school-ed.

art, eeyer man.
so boring one.

POA
miss yeo didnt come.

ENGLISH
woots we dove miss beatrice away from class, so sorry man
she angry cos ppl never do the reflection.
and i'm one of them:( sorry.

CHINESE
not surprise that mr yang bin bluast at us,
nobody in our class did the first homework he gave us.
except jiong rui.
sorry lor.

PHYSIC
mr choo didnt come.
stupid sylvia did something which make me so paiseh can,
but i dont care la,
sylvia dont try it next time man.
i'll kill.....YOU:D

MATHS
i did homework for maths.:)
nothing much happen during maths.
i only know i very fcuked up!
then while walking to the maths classroom, i lost my maths notebook, huat ah!
nehmind shall copy every notes again.
heng that one new one sia if old one i think i can bang wall and die le.

after school, had POA test, oh man cant balance the balance sheet.
then followed by chinese test, john & co, keep walk pass and di siao, keep saying hi to ivan, ahhas.
funny la.

after test, home-ed.
no mood.
BYE!


feel so upset because you betray me? feel so upset becos you ask sylvia to take care of me? feel so upset becos we can't communicate? feel so upset becos things are really fcuked up in my mind?
upset upsets upsetss upsetsss upsetssss upsetsssss upsetssssss upsetsssssss.
disappointment in life

Sunday, April 6, 2008

hello:)

ytd went kovan study POA,
but in the end slack slack play comp watch doraemon.
hahas

today, wake up 8 plus,
damn tired.
then do this do that.
man boring seh.

darling i miss you:(

okay la no mood to blog le bye.

tmr got poa test, chinese test,
fcuked up man!


later at night got deathnote one on channle u gonna watch it man.



why do human come on earth for stress-s?
fcuked up man


many things is unpredictable,
only when it happened then you realise,
ain't it too late?
fcuk this world man

Friday, April 4, 2008

hi i'm back from the super hot and lame sports day:)

the sports day was like, hais no comment man.
can see you can le mah:)

then eat dinner with dar,
after that walked to swing.
we were like talking like debating like that funny la.
then swing very high,
like above the pole le la.
fun fun fun
huimin took retard pics,
she upload i die eh,
huimin its private and confidential k :D
play until 7 plus then home-ed

actually wanted to go watch shutter one,
but huimin didnt bring enough money,
so ya cancelled it.

oh L,
i wont tell anyone your secret de,
i wont laugh :D
heees.
my chocolate k:)

ho boring,
tmr have ssp maths in school in the MORNING,
after that POA.
oh man, miss my doraemon again.


seriouslyiloveyou

Thursday, April 3, 2008

hohoho!
today damn boring.

POA test on monday!!
together with chinese la. die la.
i dont know how to do trading profit and loss account la
can someone help me!? lol

maths,
teacher say i'm improving cos i do my homework
lol i only want my maths to pass then i will pass five sub,
like more save. ahhas.
jyjy.

art,
do painting,
oh god, next week need hand in work le.
still half done i think.
dammit la.

chinese,
still the same,
still talking abt his homeland.
test 3 is coming,
damn i left my book in school.
test on monday.
stressed.

lessons,
have english cloze passage test,
dont look like test la like everyone discussing, LOL

after school, stayed back in class.
hanged the eeyor lol, saddist la.
huimin and i was like keep laughing non stop
lol.

then after that huimin went for contigent,
then i home-ed.

tmr sports day,
so many pon-ing school.
i dont want go also leh!
like go until 10.40 then home-ed.
1 plus then go sports day.







damn you la, fcuk off can mah?!
cannot play comp izzit, blog halfway you kpkb knnbccb la!
motherfarker!
shut your fcuking mouth and keep quiet will you!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

HOHOHO!
I'M HERE!

yup keyboard and mouse got confiscated by motherfcuker.
fcuking cb de la her,
if you know what happen you will know.
huimin should know la. ahahas.

31 march 08
clement's birhtday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT!
bought cake for him then smash at his face, in the end hit his face, LOL funny la like dog like that cos the nose kenna chocolate. hahas. went swing after he done his homework. then me and huimin was like wow memoriesss, with fat ass.

what past is past, it will only be memories, it will never be the same.
learn to let go alright?

1 april 08
APRIL FOOL!!!

kenna jack by shaobin and my sis.
shaobin was like :" xiao xin!"
then i look on the floor
shaobin:" APRIL FOOL!"
=.=
then back to chem class,
shaobin:" mr ong your belt like spoilt eh."
mr ong looking at his belt,
shaobin:" hahas, APRIL FOOL!"
mr ong a fool lol.

played concentration with sylvia & co.
janicia kenna dare,
then she went to take number from edgar from 3e5,
edgar wanted to give then janicia:" happy april fool." ==
then i kenna two dare one is.... shall not mention it.
one more is they dare me go take guanrong's number,
then i walked to 4n1...
laughing when i walk towards him,
ME(still laughing) :" guan rong can i have your number please."
HIM:" ehhhhh.. 9..... i ask clement pass you."
ME:" oh okay, happy april fool. bye"
then i keep laughing and laughing.
after awahile i was like telling huimin i very bad like that hais nehmind la.

went playground cos dont feel like going home.
its like go home then,
1. see mothefcuker face.
2.no phone.
3.no comp.
ass la make me dont feel like going home.
so slacked at playground 235 there? until like 8.
sit under the rain very shuang la.

home-ed.

2 april 08
school-ed.

i like the china chinese teacher la.
like he so funny
every lesson will tell us story like that,
say abt his life and all those.
today he said shanghai ppl say
:" allah shi shanghai ren."
then i was like allah is shanghai ren then guanyin is what ren? hahas mayb singaporean la.

recess,
something funny happen la.
was like buying fishball noodle,
then after buy finish le
sylvia:" EXCUSE ME!!!" very loud
then i think shuan xia dao.
then juakuen was like :" you need so loud mah?"
LOL sia

had english test,
nearly not enough time for the summary la,
then i rush rush rush,
in the end still got like minutes left to check the paper.

after school,
went opp pei huimin buy bread,
then sit coffeeshop there see sylvia and vivien eat.

home-ed.


DARLING!! I MISS YOU.