NOT IN THE MODD FOR ANYTHING MAN, I THINK I GONNA FAIL TOMORROW CHINESE!

I FCUKING FCUKED UP LA, CANT YOU JUST SHUT THE FCUK UP, THANKS FOR CARING OH WHATEVER.

I JUST VERY FCUKED UP LA, I'M ALREADY VERY FCUKED UP,M AND YOU JUST FCUKED MY LIFE UP MORE YA JUST BECOS OF THE "LOVE" LETTER. I THINK I WILL ALWAYS KEEP IT MAN, I WILL READ IT EVERYDAY, I WILL KEEP THINKING HOW YOU TREAT ME JUST LIKE A TOY MAN. I CANT STAND THIS TYPE OF THING SERIOUSLY, I JUST FEEL LIKE A TOY PASSING AROUND CAN. WHEN I SAD, YOU'RE THE ONE THERE FOR ME BUT NEVERMIND SINCE YOU WANT THINGS TO BE LIKE THAT THEN GO ON MAN.

I PAID YOU THE THING I OWE YOU, IF THERES ANYMORE JUST TELL ME, I WANT TO CLEAR EVERYTHING MAN. I JUST FEEL LIKE A TOY, PASSING AROUND UNDERSTAND!

I'M VERY FCUKED UP NOW, NAGGING, FCUK FRENSHIP. DIE BETTER LA CHEEBYE!
and whenever i say until my phone, that mother fcuker at home will just fcuked me up, what wrong with the phone, as if you nv contact me like that shut the fcuk up man.

i just feel that i no longer belong to this world man, i'm so lousy, i'm always a loser, failure! sucker for life man. take me away god. i fcuking cant stand it already. i'm just that cry sucker! i just feel hell.


to whoever that read this, i dont care what you tell whoever man. just stop being a nosey, this is my life man, i want do what then do waht. no happy ask my parent to kill me la, anyway i dont feel like living already. i jut cant sort things out, I'M JUST THE LOSER! i'm not being emo or whatever man. FCUKED UP LIFE!