hais, dont know what to post, anyway no mood for anything now.
dont really have a nice night ytd,
cos i was like crying and sobbing the whole night, whatever.
then wake up like 11 plus today morning,
how i wish it was just a dream, a nightmare. =(
mapling all the while, was like trying to destress but playing maple,
but then i think wrong la, i died like a few times,
was thinking that mayb killing chickens and ducks can make me feel better,
but in the end i was like killed 5 times, so ya dead shit lor.

ytd night i was like sitting on my bed there crying like 12 plus like that,
then my sis thought i have nightmare or what,
that is the worse nightmare i had,
i really dont know la,
is like if i nv say out then you more happy then i'm sorry lor,
i dont feel happy after i said it out either.
SORRY!

weekend just sucks,
i rather everyday is school day,
at least i got friends.
hmmmm, fcuking stressed up now.

now i really need someone to share my stress with me but then sylvia go band, huimin go band?
hais die la die la.
my mood is like wth shity mood,
wild imagination just running circles in my head la.
like as if i will be dieing soon.
FCUK!
hais.

I'M SORRY!



i dont know what i'm blogging,
like craps, nightmares, maple.
hais, life so boring without you.
i really cant imagine how will life be if you're not there,
dont wish to imagine too.
i know sorry cant solve everything,
is like mayb i hurt you by saying that like no trust,
but i just saying how i feel,
mayb in the wrong manner ba.
sorry.