knn cb, you know i today want go buy uniform then i ordered alr you dont give me moeny, fcuk you la. you not suit to be my "mother", nor you are suit to be my granny xi fu. cos when i need money to buy uniform she is the one that lend me first. and you suck totally as bad as my fcuking shit ass. cb next time dont ask me do things for you eh. since you want give up right, then go ahead i dont mind. you just had to give me my bank book and say goodbye!! cb i will rmb how you treat me de. even the sch socks is ah ma care abt it, she care whether i had enough or not, you eh eat my shit la, you dont even care. i dont rmb when you last cook me a dinner. think is when ah ma not at home, but sometime also i ownself cook maggi mee eat de. when i go sch sell book eh, you dare to say i go sch earn money when i havent even get a single cent of my salary, when i take money go sch from ah ma you dare to say i ownself return, you cb la, next time dont ask me buy things for you or wat la. then sell donut eh, you dare to say i nv brting back any money, i got give money to ah ma lor. i got treat sister brother eat lor. know why i nv bring back money not?, cos if i bring back i wont have my money to use, even i buy my sch bag myself, if not i dont know got to wait for how long then i'll have a new bag eh. so you know what you dont suit to be my mother! what you know is that i only take money from you all. so what, you invest on me now, but now i dont even give a damn.


ok on the top i dont know what i doing ok.
just fcuking angry with it la.
just scribble. and yes they are not according to sequence.
haha?

just woke up then find no money on the table for my uniform then i went crazy.
call huimin say i want jump down building.
zzz, really very sian to live on le la. cb

err.
nothing much.
think going out ltr to buy sch uni.

ya right. i dont know how to face challenge
really i dont know, its just that i fcuking dont like how life is now.
whatever okay.

whatever whatever.
all i know is cry,
and i know cry doesnt solve anything.
but where are you when i need ppl around me.
you not there for me.
so you cant ask for anything la.
stop kp me la.
one day i have enough and i will tell you wo bu si nar mer hao qi fu de.
really cant stand you la.

huimin thanks for being by my side when i failed in life.
thanks for being a nice girl when i need you.
thanks for all the doraemon you give me when you make me angry or sad.
i know sometimes i mayb give you attitude,hah, i m sorry.
i will treat you better de or the best de.
i will give you me.
hahha, lOlll
be my sister for life k.
(:
huimin i promise you i will stop being emo and cry alright

and yes, thanks that potato head out there.
for being such a nice friend for so long.
i will never forget you de.
(:
you got to move on alright, smile, and rmb our deal!

haiz, damn emotional now.
oh yah, theres a deal.
so i must stop crying.
i try la.
hahh.
bye